Butta And Bae

&& This is Dedicated to You.

2010-05-23T14:08:00.002-04:00

this blogspot is still over...but he asked me to post a blog about him and I was like...'okayy.'
uh...I might start the blogspot back up...like JUST Butta...but I don't know.
anyway, here is the poem.
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Hold Me

Hold me like you love me, and never let go.
Hold me like you care, and want everybody to know.
Hold me like it's forever, when it's only a couple of hours.
Hold me like I'm yours, and what y'all have is ours.
Hold me like I'm your last breath, and you don't want to die.
Hold me so tight that it almost makes me cry.
Hold me like I'm your most prized possession that you don't want to lose.
But you gotta hold me gently, I don't want to bruise.
Hold me like a flower that you've watched grow.
Hold me like you love me, and don't EVER let go.

goodbye for now...

2010-03-02T17:55:00.003-05:00

uh.
sooo this blogspot is kinda OVER at the moment.
I'm kinda tired of basically running this on my own and Alex just isn't writing blogs, so I quit.

maybe we'll come back, maybe we won't.

sorry for those of you who stuck around.

Adios.

March 2, 2010
...until we meet again.

You've Change pt. 2

2010-01-20T15:11:00.004-05:00

You've Changed pt. 2

You've changed,
I can see it in the way you walk, the way you talk.
You've changed,
I mean, I can deal but I really want to reconcile.
You've changed,
I said it before and I'll say it again.
You've changed,
What ever happened to us?
We've changed,
but I'm still trying to stay the same.
We've changed,
I bet it's this whole "high school thing"
We've changed,
I really miss the olden days.
We've changed,
I can't even imagine my life without you now.
We've changed,
And I know I act like I don't care, but
We've changed,
I know you feel it too because I feel it on my gut.
We've changed,
You've let me down and I know I let you down too.
We've changed,
Changed so much that it's not even cool.
We've changed,
Let's rewind and press play.
We've changed,
Welp, that's all I have to say

January 20, 2009
the change.

yeah...I can stomp the yard...lmao.

2010-01-04T17:52:00.004-05:00

I think I told you guys that I was taking Dance 1.
now when I signed up for the class is was ONLY for I can get my Art credit without having to draw or sing or anything.
I was expecting that we'd have to put on a concert thing and I wasn't thrilled when I found out.

but yeah...we learned all of these dance techniques and junk.
As the date of the concert came closer, the teacher started giving us choreography for the concert dances and making us make up our own dance too.
eh.

I was in a group with these girls named Sameria, Kianna, and Alizah...ha.
Kianna is my little hater...that hater. >:|

but yeah...I tried to upload the video of our dance...but it was acting funny.
and my sister sucks at recording.

Then we made a dance to Thriller...oh how I dreaded doing this dance...lmao.
we kept learning stuff all the way up to a couple of days before the concert...ugh.

but yeah.
here is the video, feel free to comment about it...I noticed how un-enthused I was...lmao.
and again I say...my sister is kinda bad at recording things so the video is kinda choppy.

P.S. I have on liquid leggings. ha. and the shirt with white on it.

ugh.
quick story about that.
we had several costume changes and when I went downstairs to take off my group's shirt, glove, and hat...I forgot to pick up my Thriller shirt.
mind you, our dance was RIGHT before the Thriller dance...and when I noticed that I forgot my Thriller shirt, I quickly ran all the way downstairs and picked up my Thriller shirt and had to put it on....with the holes in it and all...very quickly...ugh. That's why my shirt is showing the white...it was supposed to be inside-out...to be all black, but when I rushed to put it on...I put it on the right way..grr.

Video:

January 4, 2009
when I move you move..

Christmas and Thanksgiving Pictures.

2010-01-04T16:56:00.009-05:00

I know this is like...way over due...but they pictures are finally being shown to the outside world.
lmao.
please enjoy...and feel free to secretly make fun of my family...I do it ALL.THE.TIME!

Thanksgiving First...for obvious reasons.

in this picture there is Don, Vonnie, Inika, Grandpa, Uncle Hank, Mama, Tony, Auntie Dianne, Vell, and ME! [[from left to right]]

In this picture is ME!, my mama, and Inika.
[[I was getting boogers out of Tyaza's nose, she was sick]]

In this picture is everyone from the last, minus Tony's big belly.

In this picture is ME!, my mama, and a sleeping Tyaza.
[[I always kiss her when she's sleep...that's when she's sweetest...lmao.]]

Then came Christmas!

So...remember when I told you guys about my Christmas outfit??
well my inspiration came from:

Malia Obama...when I saw this outfit I was like...imma rock that...lmao.
But I added my own little flair

December 23, 2009; She was being a business women...lmao.

Her picture with Santa at my mom's job.

My picture with Santa at my mom's job..

He kept asking me questions and ish...I wanted to get up!

My mom's picture with Santa at her job. She was saying 'ho, ho, ho.'

December 24, 2009; we had to open presents early; I love this picture of me!

Tyaza's doll...it sings.

My Christmas outfit...yes the tights are suppose to be a different color than the shirt.

My mama loved it...she just kept taking pictures.

The full length of it...and Tyaza.

I was looking at Armoni...ha.

Armoni's bike...she wanted me to get off of it.

Top: Vonnie, LaDora, Iesha, and ME!
Bottom: Tasha, Inika, Star

Some girl, Vonnia, LaDora, Auntie Dianne, Tomonica [[not my sister]], my mama, Tyaza, Inika, ME!, and Star.

Uncle Hank, Auntie Dianne, LaDora, my mama, ME!, Iesha, Star, and Tasha.

Vonnie, Auntie Dianna, my mama, and ME!

Everyone...not really everyone but the bulk of them...and I will NOT name them all.
lol.
blah.

January 4, 2009
my happiness is short-lived..ha.

Happy New Year...

2010-01-02T22:09:00.002-05:00

So it's 2010...which means that I only have ONE more year in high school; I'm eligible to get my license; and some other stuff that I can't think of...but I assure you that it's big...lmao.

eh...I should have wrote this blog yesterday but I was super sad and I didn't feel like doing anything or being bothered by anyone.

urg...I'd rather not tell you the disappointing story of how I brought 2010 in...so I'm not going to.
lol.
but it was really disappointing...ugh.
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today I was on Myspace and I was on this girl's page..eh..and she said some bull about 2010 being her year.
I hate when people say that because they say it every.single.year.

'yeahh...2006 is MY year, eff all the haters.'
'yeahhh...2007 is MY year, I aint worried about nobody.'
'yeah...2008 is MY year to shine.'
'I'm getting my grown woman on in 2009.'

bxtch fxck you.
[[omg...I've been wanting to say that for FOREVER!! finally...yess]]
this is your year...you are gonna look very stupid when you tell the whole Myspace world that it's your year and on February 1st you complaining about some girl or something.
stupid.

eh.
so I don't really take the New Year that seriously...I mean yes I'm happy that I've survived another year...yes I'm happy I'm gonna be another year old....but every year comes with more problems.
Cynical...I know...but whatever.
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I don't make resolutions either...lmao.
blah.
I used to lie to my teachers when we went back to school about my resolutions.

as my Mary Lou said, 'I'll change on my own time'
ha.
woo.

but I digress...ha.
Happy New Year...and all that good stuff!

I'll be posting more blogs tomorrow also..I know I'm late...but bare with me people!

January 2, 2010
new year, new problems.

Sorry...

2009-12-19T15:11:00.002-05:00

Dear Blogspot Readers,

I, Precious, would like to apologize on behalf of me and Alex. We haven't been keeping up with our blogspot for one reason or another. Alex says that she has nothing to write about and me...I have ideas...but I'm super lazy and when I'm not doing homework I just wanna stare at people's Myspace pictures. :-|
ha.
uh...I have a video to upload which will be accompanied with a story...most likely.
I still have to put up my Thanksgiving photos.....but I have to figure how to get them because my cousin put them on her Facebook...but I don't have one of those and her page is private!
ugh.

Christmas break is coming up so I'll probably do all of this during that time.

um...we're teenage girls with a busy life...her's is more busy than mine...but mines is still somewhat busy.

We'll call this a little break but hopefully we pick up soon because I know you guys are missing us.

uh...but stay faithful...re-read some blogs...go back to the beginning and watch the Apple Store video...I still love it.
eh.

but again...I apologize for our lack of blogging.

Sincerely,

Precious//Butta//THEE BEST!

you smoke??

2009-12-05T20:27:00.005-05:00

the other day in Dance 1...I think it was Friday [[yesterday...lmao]] this girl named Alizah told this girl named Keyanna that she could tell she smoked because her lips was turning black.
eh...that was on a movie...I wanna say Friday After Next...but I'm not sure.
but anyway Keyanna told Alizah that she smoked because her lips was black than hers...lmao...confusing?? eh.
then Keyanna said I smoked because my lips were turning black.

but they aren't my lips are brownish pink...they've been this way since I was little and I'll say that they are quite sexy...lmao.
but yeah...I don't smoke...I have smoked though...and I would smoke again...truthful is the way to be.
and I'm talking weed my nerds...no cigarettes, that's dumb.
weed is cool; cigarettes aren't. lmao. peer pressure.

but yeah..I've smoked three times but I've only gotten high once.

when I lived in Colorado my sister Inika hung with these people that smoked a lot or whatever and she'd sometimes get some weed herself and bring it home and twice she let me smoke with her, but she'd only let me hit like twice...if that..lmao...and I was only twelve so I aint know what to do or anything...so I really don't tell anyone about that ish.

but my third time...WOO...some third time it was.
ha. wanna hear the story??
yeah??
OKAY.

The summer of 2008 I went to California to visit the Mann && Mitchel family [[my dad's side..ha]]
and usually my dad doesn't like me going over to my cousin Mahaley's [[Butt] house because I don't thin him and my aunt [[Mahaley's mom]] get along...but that summer he was letting me go over there a lot...I guess since I was a little older.
and since we were a little old, me and Butt being the same age, we didn't have to be in the house early and we didn't have to stay in the front of her apartment complex.
So we were chilling by her friend Kash's apartment with Kash, Kash's cousin Ryan, and Kash's brother Hakeem. And Ryan being a weed head he started asking us what we wanted to do or whatever...I forget how we got on the subject of weed.
Butt and Kash wanted to drink, I didn't because drinking is nasty, Ryan wanted to do either or...he was like twenty something, and I don't think Hakeem cared.
Butt and Kash put in a little money to get the merch and so did Hakeem...I think.
Ryan was making it seem like we was gonna get like two hand fulls of weed..lmao...so he leaves and comes back with barely a palm full.

and we go to the alley thingy and he makes two blunts...mind you it five people.
but we all smoke it...Ryan was kinda teaching me the right way but he kept changing it so I kept doing it wrong...lmao.
but yeah...we finish the blunts and everything started going slow.

I was just staring at the sky cause it looked so...interesting.
and Hakeem is standing in the middle of the alley way thingy smoke a cigarette, Butt is chasing Kash down the alley way and then she tackled her..lmao, I'm leaning against somebody's car and I texted Alex telling her I was 'higher than a mo-fo' lmao., and Ryan was just standing there looking weird...eh.
and like...they were talking about something but I wasn't all the way there so I only caught
'yeah you gonna catch my fade' [[California talk for 'we gonna fight']]
and I'm like 'fade..what's a fade', but I knew what it was...I just wasn't in the right mind.
and they all looked at me like I was stupid and Butt was like 'you don't know what a fade is' and Ryan was like 'it's like...imma punch you' or something like that...haha.
wow.

then we go sit back by Kash's steps on the steps and everybody is kinda quiet...when Alex texted me back Butt took my phone and started texting Alex about Ryan...I just put my head down.
Hakeem was playing a game on his phone and Ryan was typing raps on his Sidekick.
then they started talking about being hungry...I wasn't hungry I was just chilling...but yeah...they were saying how they could eat a horse and ish.
blah...so typical.
Ryan read us his rap...it was whack...and he kept like...pausing and ish...lmao...wow.

Me, Kash, and Butt were walking around or whatever and Hakeem and Ryan called Kash...Butt was like 'Kash, they calling you' and Kash got scared because she thought her mama was calling her and she started running..ahh..omg.
junk is still funny to this day...she's all tall and linky and she's kinda pigeon toed and she runs hella funny...ha.
wow.

then me and Butt had to go back to her house.
She told me to act normal...and to stop making my eyes big...but I wasn't...or I didn't recall doing that.
and when we walked by my aunt I just put my head down.
so we get in the house and I go to Butt's room and Butt goes to brush her teeth..then she comes and tells me to brush mines...I thought we were caught...lmao...I've never brushed my teeth so fast in my life.
then we just sat in her room...with nothing on just sitting there.
my cousin ReeRe came in the room and was like 'you high huh??' and I was like 'naww...I'm just sleepy'
good cover up...ha

urg...all I wanted to do was go to sleep, but Butt kept trying to get me to be hungry with her.
she'd be like 'Precious, you hungry...I'm hungry'; 'Naw..I'm sleepy'; 'Shut up...yes you are hungry'
then she started eating sunflower seeds and peach rings...those one candies.
and she got on Myspace on ReeRe's Sidekick and some girl asked her about some guy...all night Butt kept asking me who the guy was.
it would get quiet and I'd be going to sleep and she'd blurt out 'whose Tre' or whatever his name was.
it was funny at the time but I was also annoyed.

then she like...wanted me to get in her bad with her...we're close...lmao...and she didn't want me to go to sleep on her...but we ended up falling asleep anyway.

This wasn't taken that night...it was taken on July Fourth.

best night ever...ha...PLAYING!

If all of my summer went like that night...slow and mysterious, swear I would have been high that whole summer.

December 5, 2009
memories...they last forever.

Where You Get Off, Shawty?!?!

2009-12-04T16:59:00.004-05:00

Remember when Trey Songz did D.O.A which was like a wake up call or diss to R.Kelly or whatever..???

Yeahh..that ish.

Now R.Kelly wanna retaliate and junk..

All I gotta say is:::

DON'T BE COMING AT MY BOO LIKE THAT!!

Trey was just giving constructive criticism to yo a$$..
You wanna get all emotional and act like a spoiled baby..
Talking about some 'ol
ELEPHANTS DON'T SWAT AT FLIES.
My baby aint no fly okay..and you deff aint no elephant so shut that ish up..

I know A LOT of people have bought//downloaded//heard Trey's Album..
Umm..who has heard your's??
Anybody??
I'll wait.

I was on Necole Bxtchie reading her post about it and i love what this girl had to say::

"Please tell Rkelly to sit his old, child molesting, youg girl likin, urinating, overly sex’d up, probably got a demon that needs to be let loose having ass to #SITCHYOASSDOWN! Please… I lost ALL my respect for him after the pee pe scandel (yes that’s what i call it)… Go back to believing you can fly…
Like B Scott would say: BIT*H. BOO. BYE!"

THANK YOU.

I now like can not stand R.Kelly..smh..

Yes I will still sing "Echo" and all his other old junks but I do not like him...

=|

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Here's the video if you wanna see..

Holiday Cheer..

2009-11-27T17:16:00.003-05:00

sooo....I was planning on writing a blog around Halloween...about Halloween.
but I got lazy so I said I was gonna it during early November...but then I got lazy and I kept procrastinating.
so I just decided to write about Halloween, Thanksgiving, and some Christmas all in one blog.
killing two ants with one magnifying glass.

HALLOWEEN:

for Halloween I thought I was just gonna sit in the house and chill...maybe pass out a little candy but mostly chill.
earlier that month Kaley and Alex asked if we could all go to Scarowinds and being that my mama always broke..lmao. I said no because I knew I wouldn't have the money.

but like a couple of days before Halloween I texted Kaley asking if we were still going and she said yeah but Alex said she isn't coming because she has no money and I was like well...let me ask my mama for the money and my mom said she aint have the money...so I tell Kaley that and I was like 'but let me ask my sister' and my sister said she aint have the money.
URG.
so I break the news to Kaley and she was like well if my mom pays for you...could your mom pay her back.
And of course I said yeah...duh.

but yeah...we go to Scarowinds...it's Kaley, me, her brother, and these three church boys.

And the whole ride they sung...off key and loud.
oh my gosh.
but it was funny hearing them sing all the songs [[I forget which ones]] and it rained the whole ride there..hard and soft.
eh..I brought my umberella because I had just got a perm. ha.

so we get to Scarowinds and get it...we saw a lot of people from our school because mostly everyone went on Halloween...pre-planned...eh.

one of the walk-throughs, 'The Assylum', we went through with some dudes from our school...haha.
You would think since it's just me and Kaley, two girls, WE would be scared shxt-less...nooooo....the boys were screaming and grabbing and stopping all throughout the walk-through.
but it was fun.

Even though it rain almost the whole time...I had fun.
my niece was a Pumpkin Pie...there is a difference between a Pumpkin costume and a Pumpkin Pie costume, believe me.

THANKSGIVING:

so every year for Christmas and Thanksgiving we go down to my aunt's house in South Carolina. I think it's because her house is that biggest [[we live in an apartment and my cousin lives in a small house]] but yeah, we go down there the night before and my mom tries to stay for months. =/
my aunt cooks...she doesn't let my mom cook...I don't know why. but it's cool.
I usually make some type of cake but I didn't this Thanksgiving.
my cousin Tasha always makes Banana Pudding [[with the cookies and ish]] and this year she made a homemade Oreo Chocolate cake...with homemade icing, but I was too full to taste it.
my aunt made sweet potato pie and sweet potato custard...something like that.
didn't eat it.
mmm...the food was to die for. omg.
there was SO much...and my plan was to not eat all day for when it was time to eat, I could EAT! but that plan didn't work.
when it was time to eat...I ate the same amount I always eat...and I was forcing myself.
ugh.
I hated it...I be wanting to eat like three plates PLUS desert but it never works.

I would name all of the food...but I don't want to type it all up.

my uncle gave me a speech on the date rape drug before dinner. FAIL.
and my cousin Tony said the prayer or whatever...he took forever and people kept interrupting him saying 'amen' because he was taking long pauses. FAIL.
we also picked names for Christmas presents and I got a relatively easy name...but I'll never tell.
but the food was delish...mm.
then after I went with my sister and her boyfriend because they were coming back to Salisbury and I wanted to come home...I don't think my sister wanted to take me...but she did.
eh.
we went to her boyfriend's family's house and they were all drunk...well most of them..and they had stinky food and they barbecued ribs...WTF!?
ugh. next.

I got home and just stayed by myself. whatev.

I'm not a people person and I hate that my mom tries to make me into one.
we took pictures also...but not on my camera.
when my cousin and mother upload them I'll put the pictures up.

CHRISTMAS:

ayyy...the beloved holiday.
again we'll be going down to South Carolina...I was supposed to California to spend my first Christmas in a long time with the other side of my family...but that isn't happening anymore.

this year I decided to do something a little different.
usually for Christmas I don't get dressed..I either leave on my pajamas or I just throw on a t-shirt and jeans and my hair is usually undone...lmao.
so this year I put together a Christmas outfit.
I'm not gonna show you guys until Christmas comes itself so nobody can jock it.
I've already showed Alex and she loves it.
I've already got my shoes and I love love love them...even though they aren't what I had planned my outfit with before, but for the most part they look the same as the original ones AND they were WAYYYY cheaper. DEAL.

I don't really want anything for Christmas.
eh...I'm not all for presents anymore.
but my mom did but my aunt this camera and I want that shxt...but she says no.
but maybe if she sees that my camera screen is messing up a little bit, she'll get me one. It was cheap for the most part...and it's 12.2 megapixals.
but next year for Christmas I want one of those really expensive big cameras...so I'll probably just have to wait.
urg.

November 27, 2009
Happy Holidays to all and to all a goodnight.

Quit That Knockin...

2009-11-26T19:23:00.004-05:00

If there is one thing that I don't like about Thanksgiving..

It's the family part.

Now don't get me wrong, i love love love my fam.
But just..ugh.
My immediate family is all for Obama but for the rest of my country bumpkin a$$ family,
they for McCain..or was..still..whatever..
So they bring that up every get together.
Then they talk about money issuess..
Then my sister gets grumpy.
My mama gets loud..so does my grandma.
My uncle starts to whine.
My older family gets confused with what's going on.
My great aunt..which doesn't even act like an aunt to me..has a snobby attitude.
My little cousins don't care..lol..
**shrugs shoulders**
But it's cool though..

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And if i never had a pet peeve, this one i'm bout to tell yall really gets to me and it happened just a few minutes ago..
Okay so this dude came over my house last night at like eight something..
STRIKE ONE.
asking if he could put some music on this ipod someone let him borrow and i told him no and i kept telling him that..
but then i was just like man whatever come over tomorrow and i'll do it and he was like cool..
NOTE:: he said he would call me at four and see what i was up to..
So now it's today..
and it's passed four and no call..
i'm back at home from my Grandma's since like..6:30.
And it's raining and thundering and ish and i'm by myself..
So i hear knocks on my front door..
So i'm like..
"OOOHHHH SHXTTTT.."
I aint answering that bull..so i go hide in my bathroom until the knocking stops..lol..
Now for me, proper door knocking etiquette is to give two sets of knocks..three if you really desperate or it's something important and then you leave..you go home..
But nooooo..not this person..
[[Which i think is the dude who wanted his ipod updated but i didn't really wanna update it for him so i didn't wanna answer the door..]]
But he keeps knocking and keeps knocking and keeps knocking..
Yeah my car is out front but that don't mean i'm here though!!
I swear he was like knocking for a good five minutes..
Like who does that?!
Who stands outside, in the rain, in the cold, knocking..for five minutesss..smh
I'm sitting on my tiolet thinking like,
"Dxmn ma dude..aint nobody here..it's Thanksgiving..bxtch bye.."

Ughh..and this dude just came back!!
And he called my name..wtf??
and i took my booty right back into that bathroom..haha..

Anyways..so yeahh..i'm bout to go lay down and ignore him some more..

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

HI HATER!!

2009-11-21T16:05:00.003-05:00

Okay okay okay.
Before anyone jumps on my case on where I have been..
I have good reasons...kinda..

One..I have been diagnosed with BFQT..
[[Boy Friend Quality Time..]]
=D
Two..I have actually been having a lot of doctors visits..

OVER SOME BULL ISHH!!

Read if you will..
I'm suppose to be taking this new acne medicine that is like on some serious stuff..
You can't be pregnant while taking this medicine cause it causes birth defects..
Some of the symptoms are dry lips, dry skin, depression, suicide thoughts..crazy stuff..
So i have to get blood tests like every month..so i went for my second blood test and the results come back
saying that my liver levels were high or something..
And go back a few days..i have been sick and my booski bought me some Nyquil..

Now i'm over here treating Nyquil like it's regular cough syrup..
Chugging mili liters like it's nothing..lol..
But I guess that aint right or whatever..
So yeahh..i can't take the medicine until everything with my body is okay..
So while I'm at the doctor's to discuss my liver issue..
I get ANOTHER blood test..i've had three blood tests in three days..ughh..
I also got a tetanus shot, flu shot, and the Gardisil shot for HPV disease..
My left arm is still dumb numb..
And oh, my sickness??
It's either i have Hepatitis A..Mono..or just something viral..=/

Enough about that..

PSA :: I HAVE HATERS.

Haha..two of them..that i know of.

My first one is this under class bish at my school who is like a madd stalker to my boyfriend..
She use to write him letters and have people give them to him and she just stares at him..like..idk..
They call her Big Green..or use to..I don't even gotta describe her..her little nick name say it all..

And now at school, she be seeing me and him hugged up or walking together or cup caking together..
I remember one day i was walking back from lunch and she was behind me with the rest of her friends and she was just steady talking bout ya girl!!
And then another day she was in front him and she turned around, turned back to her friends and was like,
"..He go with that white girl..."
and my baby was like,
"..Don't turn back around here, big gorilla looking self.."
and she was like,
"..Who you talking to?!?"
and he was like,
"YOU!!"
Lol..idk..i wasn't really there but he said that happened..
And everytime I'm with him, she either looking or if she feeling ballsy, she saying something..
UNDER HER BREATH.
Haha..ahhh..

On to the next one..
This girl..another big ugly..
does my boyfriend hair..
Cool cool or whatever..i've seen her before and i just thought nothing of it..
Then just last night, he talking to some boy on the phone and he talking about the girl who does his hair and the girl who is a stalker..
All them connect in some kind of way..too complicated..but anyways..
The girl who does his hair is saying stuff like she don't just be going over his house to do his hair...
and also she wanna fight the stalker cause the stalker called her a bxtch or something like that..
and then the hair do-er talked about me to the boy my bay was talking to, saying something about me being white..
Wow..good one..SMH..

Haha..it's funny to me though..
It got me thinking to that Katt Williams joint where he was like..
"..If you aint got a hater now..you need to hit about 37 by the summer time.."
Lol..that was all types of wrong..but yall probably know what i'm talking about..

I THINK i'm back to blogging..idk..i hope so..i missed yall..

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"Where the haters at..all the hatin cats..yeah look in the mirror and hate on that.." -Maino.

106 & Park Concert

2009-11-09T16:27:00.010-05:00

Last month Kaley, Alex, me, and this girl named Kierra went to this concert.
of course we initially only went for Trey Songz because he has stolen my heart..lmao.
but he wasn't the only one there.
Day 26, Mario, Icebloc, RydazNRtist [[WHO THE FXCK]], Sean Garrett...and I think some others were also there.

now first...we get there at like five or something because the doors are supposed to open at seven and we didn't want to be at the back of the line since it was FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE for the standing distance or whatever [[it was at a club]]

and like...we standing in like...my hair look a mess because I call my self trying something new, my feet are cold because I wore sandals, my back and stomach is hurting, I'm annoyed just because I hate people...lmao.
it's raining intermediately [[off and on]] and it's annoying.

they didn't open up the doors at seven...more like eight.
we got good standing positions but it's two big as* girls in the front and I'm short so I couldn't really see over them.

but yeah...some groups come out...the sound systems wasn't working, then Icebloc comes out

sexy as all out doors...but their mouth was so dern ugly. When their music started messing up they were cursing up a storm...mostly the one in the black though. I just smiled the whole time they were on stage...LOVE STRUCK.

This one group came out. It might have been the 'r' one...they sucked tail...lip singed the whole time...and it was sooo noticeable...ugh..just eff them.
this guy game out...and his music messed up so he just kept saying 'baby' in a sing sonG voice...acting like he could sing. BXTCH.

Sean Garrett came on stage and since I don't really pay attention to him I aint really care for him.

I though I wasn't going to like Day 26's performance but I actually loved it to death. Especially Willie and Que.

they did really well and I was drooling over Willie and Que like...all night..ahh...UNBELIEVABLE SEX.
I have more pictures but that'll be wayy to much to post upon here...lmao.

Mario came on and at first I was feeling it you know...into it..singing and everything.
but then he stayed on for like twenty seven hours and I was waiting for Trey Songz so I got pissed and booed Mario.
lmao.
but he did do good and his back up dancer were good.

now the grand finale.
Trey mother fxcking Songz!
oh my fricken gosh...I've seen him in concert before but not this close...ahh.
he looked so fricken good...he sounded so fricken good...I WOULD have done him right there on the stage..but I have more respect than that.
woo.

but Kaley got sick in his performance and me being the good friend that I am...I went with her to the bathroom and I missed some of his performance...but I didn't really care because I could always see him again.
mmm. BREATH TAKING.

my pictures kinda suck...but at least I got some.
and if my camera was going dead I would have got a lot more.

all in all the concert was good...great...I just wish we would have had seats because all the people from the back kept pushing up so we were super crowded in the front.
it was super hot also.
ugh.

maybe next concert.

November 9, 2009
I can scream for you ALL night.

Torn

2009-11-07T19:50:00.003-05:00

Torn

I'm torn between you and doing what's right
I'm torn between the present and the mischief of that night
I'm torn between us and what used to be
I'm torn between holding on with my heart on my sleeve
I'm tired of smiling for everyone and suppressing my cries
I'm torn between the truth and what I think are lies
I'm torn between my heart and just letting go
I'm torn between my feelings, but I can't let them show
I though we were doing good and now I see I was so wrong
Heck, I had JUST picked out OUR song
I would tell you guys the story but I don't want to get into that
But I will tell you guys I was acting like a brat...kinda
I'm torn between being hopeful and the reality that I know is yet to come
So I guess I'm just torn, torn in between the two
But this still doesn't let me know anything about you.

November 7, 2009
still staying in heartbreak hotel...

2009-11-01T15:52:00.003-05:00

I will be posting a load of stuff either tomorrow [[depending on how much homework I have...and how lazy I'm being]] or later on this week.

I have a story about Halloween...and maybe pictures.
and I have a video that I'm sure you guys will love...but I have to learn how to convert it so I can upload it.
urg.
but yes...stay tuned..ha.

November 1, 2009
Time goes back...I write more blogs...psshh.

New CB Heat.

2009-10-27T17:45:00.004-04:00

So Chris Brown's new song
"I Can Transform Ya"
has a music video out now..

And literally..for the whole 3 minutes and 52 seconds, I was like this..

Like..it just lookeded average...idk..
Dancing was coo though..
Maybe if they took out the white background and made it like into some green screen type stuff it might be hott..butttt...nooooooooooo...

And then like, Tyrese just popped up in the video at the end..for like no reason..why was he in there??
SMH

And is it just me or does like, every Chris Brown song that comes out, we automatically connect it to the Rihanna and Chris Brown brawl..

Like for example..
"I Can Transform Ya...yeahh..transform you into a Rihanna!!"
or
lol..i can't think of any other song that would work..

Anywayss..

Here's the video..

I am a Junior, Hear me ROAR!

2009-10-11T13:50:00.004-04:00

I've been in school since August and I've yet to write a blog about it.
ha.

Last year my Honors English 2 teacher said that you aren't official into the next grade until you have your first semester credits.
but hell...I was a Junior on June 8th, 2009...when I walked out of school after that last test.
ha.
I think it was that day.
eh.

but yeah...this semester my classes are super easy, so I know next semester I'm gonna be in for some hard working.

1st block I have Spanish 2 with Mr. Callajas...and he loves me so I love that class..lmao.
2nd block I have Dance 1 with Ms. Kissman and she's young and nice, so the class is a blast.
3rd block I have Library Science with Mrs. Morgan...we're like Library Assistants or whatever and Mrs. Walker is always on our tails [[it's three of us]] about every little thing...ugh..but it's easy or whatever.
4th block I have AP Environment with Mrs. Ingles and all we do is take notes...so it's easy..just a lot of notes.

In December we have to put on a dance concert...I believe imma fail.
In May is the AP Exam and considering the fact that I do bad on the test I'm gonna probably fail the exam...blah.

over the summer I said on the first day of school I was gonna run into the building and yell 'I'M A JUNIOR' but me being Precious.....I didn't do it...I just walked into the school smiling..lmao.

Just found out this FRESHMAN wants to talk to me...lmao.
Story: I have second lunch and the table that is directly in front of mines is full of Freshman...whatever. So one day I get home and I see I have a friends request from someone in Salisbury. The picture is of a dude and he's in a suit but it's far back...in my head I'm like 'whatever...I'm not gonna talk to him anyway.'
But then I get a message from him and he's like 'Do you go to SHS' and I'm like 'yeah'; 'Do you have second lunch' I'm like 'yeah'; 'Do you sit at the third long table' I'm like :| 'yes...why?'; 'I was on Myspace and I thought I saw you' or some ish like that.
so I don't write him back...blah...he writes me again asking what my name is...mind you my screen name is 'Preh-Shis' and I have a whole fricken about me practically. But I tell him anyway and he tells me his name but I don't care because I'll probably never talk to him at school. [[no i'm not mean]]
Couple of days late...I'm in third block and a class is in there. This girl name Muh-Kay-Luh comes up to me and ask me if I could give my number to her to give it to a dude named Devon. And even though I had just had my phone out I say I don't have a number because I don't play that. ugh. If YOU want to talk to me YOU come up to me YOURSELF and ask me for my number. So she writes his number in my binder..whatever.
Then the next day I'm coming out of Dance and this girl named Samantha asks me about Devon and I just look at her or whatever and the next day she asks me something about him again. Then she finally asks 'Will you go with a Freshman?' and I'm like 'uh...no.'
ha.
so I guess that's over.

but really...what I look like being a junior going with a freshman.
I'm on my senior project and he don't even got an idea of what he writing about...lmao.
[[what does that have to do with anything...I have no clue]]

but yes...one more year of school and then I'm off to college.
I'm thinking UNCG...maybe...I have to look at more colleges.

I'll be taking senior pictures next summer...taking the SATs and ACTs soon...already took the PSATs last year and bombed..lmao.

I got accepting into the National Honor's Society....all my hard work is actually paying off..haha.
I've joined Junior Civitan...only so it would look good on my NHS application.
I'm thinking about playing a sport...but that will probably remain a thought.
this is a big year for me...in so many ways..hehe.

October 11, 2009
&& yes I'm roaring loudly.

Can I Have Your Number??

2009-10-11T12:39:00.010-04:00

Okay so scratch out my idea of wanting the Touch Pro 2 from HTC..

Me, Precious, Kaley, and Tierra went to the Verizon Store and they had just the Touch Pro there and that ishhh...

UGHHHHH!!!!!

Lol..it was like sooo slow. It was just whack.

And I'm not even coming off Sprint anywayss..yupp..still sticking with it..
Me and My mama was talking to some Sprint Lady online...Deborah M was her name..
And she put us on this other plan that's good for our money and we were all eligible for upgrades on all our phones so yeahh..
Now when it comes to stuff like this..
phones, cars, computers, cameras, big purchases like that..
i review the HELL out of them..
i'm watching YouTube videos of them..i'm reading customer reviews, i'm seeing any and everything that gotta do with that item..
So I had my eyes on
The Samsung Exclaim
The Rumor 2
Palm Pre
Some type of Black Berry

And then just yesterday, I went to the Sprint Store to actually go mess with these phones..and may I add..
The cases that some of the phones are in, are sooo good for making beats and stuff..lol..
Any Whore.
Here goes my reviews..=)

Palm Pre
This phones feels good in the hands.
It's touchscreen and a QWERTY keyboard and the screen resolution is reall pretty..
But I found it realll complicated.
And it was boring looking.
Like, you can have multiple stuff open at once and you can switch through them but I couldn't figure out how to exit the whole thing, ya know??
So this one is a
MISS.

LG Rumor 2
Now this phone is like..idk..
First it was just the Rumor.
Then the upgrade of the Rumor would be the Rant..
And I guess the upgrade from the Rant is the Rumor 2..
????
This phone is basically just like the first Rumor..which I have..
So I was like, why buy like a second version of the phone I have already??
AND RUMORS SUCK!!
So this one is a
MISS.

Samsung Exclaim
As you can see, this phones slides up and it slides to the side..
The screen is big.
Buttons are good..phone feels good..internet is good..
I like the interface, i like the colors..
It's a really nice phone..
Only bad thing I guess would be that it's pretty big.
But not that much..it's just really thick..
JUST LIKE I LIKE 'EM..
Lol..but this phone is a good to go..
Ordering this ish on Tuesday..or Wednesday..
=)

Honorable Mentions::

Samsung Reclaim
This is like Sprint's Go Green Phone..
The box it comes in is recyclable..
There's no paper manual.
The phone it's self is made out of natural materials or something like that..
I just didn't like this one..even though the color and stuff would of match my iPod if I did buy it..

HTC Snap
I kinda liked this phone when I was playing with it in the store..
But it reminded me wayy to much of this other phone that my teacher had..
And it seemed boring..
Only good thing was that it played YouTube videos like in a snap..
EDIT:: I didn't even mean to put snap in there and the phone is called the HTC Snap..lol..that was on total accident..and i just saw it..

BlackBerry Bold
I liked this just cause it was a BlackBerry..
But it had like too many apps or stuff on it or whatever..
AND THEY WEREN'T LABELED..
Lol..like..you had to go across an icon and wait for the text to say whatever it was you was bout to click on..
But it looks sexy though..but i aint want it..

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"I wave hey to my haterss.....but they not....my hatersss...???" - Alex

It's The 1st Post Of The Month..

2009-10-04T16:38:00.006-04:00

I already feel like October is gonna be a good month for me.
My horoscope said I would receive a part time job on the eighth..
Me and a couple of goons are going to see Trey Songz on the twelfth..
My Long Distance Lover is coming down near the end of October..
I had my first date ever just last night..
I think me and some people are going to Scarowinds which is a amusement park called Carowinds but during Halloween they make that ish scary as hell..lol..
I went my first time with Precious and I was screaming over every little thing..
Chainsaw = SCREAM
Scary Monster Costume = SCREAM
Little Kids Running Past Me = SCREAM
Waiting In Line = SCREAM

But anyways..this post is gone be like all over the place so here we go..

In my Psychology and Sociology class we watch a lot of movies since the teacher is like..a sucky example of a teacher..
But anyways..we had watched the movie
The Sandlot.
Now I've seen just parts of this movie but never really watched it..
But I just don't get it..
Like, the little kids lost a baseball signed by Babe Ruth..
And one of the star little kids has a
"dream"
and Babe Ruth is in his dream and they just sitting there friggin' talking to each other..
Now I don't see why the kid just couldn't get Babe Ruth to sign another baseball and that would solve all they problemss..
Babe over there talking bout don't be scared..go over the fence and get the baseball..
Bull Ish If You Ask Me.
Another movie we're watching is Forest Gump..
I swear I never seen that movie before but my mama swears that I have..lol..
I don't get this movie either..how can Forest Gump be sitting at bus stop for an hour or half to two hours..
[[the length of the movie]]
telling his whole story??
Where is his bus at??
I never rode or waited for a city bus before but i don't think people wait there for hours just to get on the bus..
But I Digress.

Funny Text Message::
Kaley:: Heyy..
Me:: Heyy. What you doing??
Kaley:: Nothing..bored about to leave my grandmas..you??
Me:: Playing with my cat.
Kaley:: Lol wow alex..
Me:: My pet cat, Kaley. Omg. Grow up.

Ohh..so on my date last night..
Me and him saw that Tyler Perry Movie..
I mean..i like it..but what you expect..it's a Tyler Perry movie..same concept every time you know..
Only bad thing was like, since the movie is late now, they show it in a small theater..
Me and him got the top row straight dab in the middle..straight chillin'..
Then comes a group of people to his left..and a gay girl and probably just her friend that's a girl on my right..
Then more people beside them..
But the girl beside me right..lol..she look like she was from Compton..
Baggy clothes..puffy hair in a pony tail with the top slicked down heavy..
But I aint think she was gay, right.. i just thought that was home girl's style..
But like, she was loud for no particular reason what so ever..
Meagan Good had came up on the screen or whatever..this girl was like..
"Dang, that's my baby..omg..i did not know she wore a weave..that is my baby!! **pounds fists**.."
Then Taraji came in the movie with a skin tight dress on..
"Dxmn."
**blank stare**
And then the girl would laugh really loud for no particular reason..ish wasn't even that funny..
And like in one scene of the movie, the Mexican man and Taraji's boyfriend are fighting..
This girl is like..
"Yeahh Mexico..beat his a$$..beat his a$$..Mexico bout to take that a$$ to Taiwan, Honduras, Puerto Rico and back..fxck with him..i'd beat his a$$..ooohhh..."
Lmao..omg..she just kept talking!!

I'm redoing my Myspace page right..
And I wanna put like pictures of me and my friends and stuff on there or whatever..like in a scroll or something..
Tell me why I was over here on some 'ol..
"If i put pictures of myself and stuff on here, I don't want people to think i'm conceited or something.."
Haha..that was like my
"bxtch stfu and just do it.."
moment for myself..

Kaley hooked me up on this girl's videos on YouTube..
And this video right here..

I was replaying the little song in my head one night as if I was singing it and I just started to rap to it..
So here is my rap..lol..
AHEM
"I like the puff ball in your hair..huh..
Tell me do you have hair down..there..
Somewhat in the region of your under..wear..
Don't show me cause I don't wanna stop and stare..
Huh..back to this rap thing ish so crazy..
R.I.P to the homie Patrick Swayze..
Yeahh..you see the red on deck..
SUWOOP blood gang and it straight like that with the shoes, bag, hat and the whip to match..
Yeahh..you know my baby sit on 22's..
It's a Mazda but it look like a Lexus, boo..
Ha-Ha..yeah..it sure fooled you..
Cause you riding with me in the passenger to the hotel room..
Huh..and we gone gets it in..
Let me check your ID so I can see if we cousinsss..."

FYI :: I'm not in a gang..just SUWOOP is all I know from like songs and stuff..I don't know much about gang stuff
CAUSE I DON'T DO THAT, SHUN.
And my car doesn't have 22 inch rims..lol..i don't know what size they are actually..

I want another piercing but I don't know what though..
I don't want any face piercings or body ones..
So all that is left to torture is my ears..
But like..okay..
I have two cartilage piercings in my left ear..none on my right..
I have two earlobe piercings in my left and two on my right..
So it's like my left ear is more bad a$$ than my right..
So i don't know if i wanna add more piercings to my left ear or put another one on my right..
What I have in my mind is for my right ear, I'd get a stud like in the middle..
Like this one I circled..

But I don't know..I'm still thinking bout it..

I can not wait til my Sprint contract is over with!!
And it should be sometime in October..
And when it's all done, best believe i'm taking my booty over to whoever got the HTC Touch Pro 2 in stock..

She//He sexy right??
My phone I have now sucks soooo bad..
The QWERTY keyboard doesn't work..
The side buttons don't work..
I don't get service in my room so every time I get a phone call, I gotta hop skip and run into the living room where I can hear better..
And you know how dangerous that is??
That's me running through the hall way, through the kitchen..
[[And my family has a tendency of dropping ice cubes and not picking them up so I gotta watch out for water spills..]]
Jump over those little door gates..
There's no light in the living room so if i get a call at night, it's pitch black dark in there so I gotta watch where I'm going..and then finally press TALK on the phone all before like a minute or two until the ring tone goes off and the caller goes to voice mail..
But anyways..I wasn't even meaning to talk about all that..lol..i was gone talk bout like the T9 dictionaries on cell phones..
They need an update or something..like today I wanted to use the word
"HEFFA"
but HEFFA is not in the dictionary so I had to type all that out..
Lol..they just need to fix that..whoever 'they' is..

Umm..I'm done..lol..

Wait..come back..
I just got back from walking to the corner store with Kaley and her nephew..
So we coming back to my house and this man is walking by us yelling..
I think he was a crack head..but he walk by us being like..
"Halloween!! Christmas!! Happy New Year!! I see imma have two snow bunnies tonight..woo..Halloween!! Christmas!!.."
Lmao..omg..dead..

"I Wanna Thank My Mama..."

2009-09-30T20:56:00.009-04:00

I should be posting this tomorrow but I just couldn't wait so imma do it right now.
Tomorrow is my mama's birthday.
WADDUP MAMA!!
And like, for her past birthdays I probably just gave her a card..heck..my sister probably bought the card and I signed my name..smh..
But this year things have changed!
So i got this idea that I would actually make her something..
make her a paper flower bouquet..
She's all into that crafty stuff..back in the day she use to paint and make baby clothes and sell them and she would draw..all this artsty fartsy stuff..

Aint that ish cute?!
It was pretty easy too.
Like the big pink one that stands out right there..for those flowers you just trace your hand to make that..
And then the others are out of tissue paper..

I'll add more to this post tomorrow once she sees these..

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THROW AWAYSSSSS.

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"Dang Mama...you getting olllldddd asssss helllllll..." - Alex

Like To Hear A Story, Here It Go..

2009-09-29T21:05:00.005-04:00

So my mama went to the beach this weekend..
And oooohhhh child when I tell you I got into some mischief while she was gone..lol..

Okay..so first day she was gone..it was normal.
Now, there was this fly right, that was just buggin me and just wanted to stay in my room..
I thought I killed it.
I go into my itty bitty bathroom, brushing my hair..and I see this fly and I'm ticked off cause i coulda
SWORN
i just killed this fly five minutes ago.
So only thing I'm thinking is..
"Fly is right there..brush is in my hand..BAM!!"
But along with that BAM came a CRASH and i busted my light fixture with my hair brush..
I even cut my toe from that glass stuff from the light..
And I still didn't even kill that fly..

Since my mama was away, she couldn't cook for me and there was nothing in the kitchen but some Ramen Noodles and I had already had that like, twice already and I was getting tired of it..
So I wanted to go out and get something to eat..
So me and Kaley went out to this mexican place in Concord calling On The Border..
Or is it OFF The Border??
I don't know..just know that food be off thee Cadena..
And it's just something bout mexican food that bring out a different side of me..
Like, minus the toots and poots, I just start acting reall loopy off of some mexican food..
So when me and Kaley leave the place and we walking back to the car, the restaurant is playing salsa music outside so i'm salsa-ing outside and junk..
Like, I probably two stepped for fifteen minutes or more and Kaley was getting aggravated..lol..
Then I get in the car and i'm tryna find my car key right to put in the ignition..
But I just don't see the car key anywhere on my key chain..
Kaley think I'm playing but I was sooo friggin' serious..
Haha..so i bomb rush back into the restaurant and look in the seat and it's not there..
But then the bus boy stops us and gives me my key..
Woo.
This gone sound super duper dumb but I kinda wished that I wouldn't have found the car key so I could have stayed there and had no way home and had a more interesting story..

And I just told my mama all of this once she got back from the beach..umm..she just
tsked
and that was it..lol..

CrazyCrazyCrazy.

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And I don't care what nobody say,
The Game is a good show..lol..
Tia or Tamera Mowery can 'sho act her tail off..

Somewhat My Cure...

2009-09-25T22:31:00.004-04:00

OMFG.
I have never ever ever ever been sooooooo bored in my entire life.
It's a Friday night..
Got no job.
No gas.
No moneys.
I don't even got nobody to hang out with tonight...no one.
No one is hitting me up on Myspace..
My phone aint ringing..
NADA.
Like, I'm at the point where I'm texting people that I hate to text in the first place..
I just need to hear my phone ring back to back..like it's sooo dead right now..
So when times like these happen..I go to YouTube and try to find some good funny videos..
But that usually fails and I just go for music videos and sing a long with them..
I go for the videos that come with lyrics and it's kinda like Karaoke and I grab my remote control and sing into that ishh like crazyy...
But girllllll, when I tell you..some good ones popped up today..

THROW BACKS!!!

[[Who knew Avant danced??]]

[[I remember having this song on one of my mixed cds when I was like in the fifth grade and I would play this song day and night and walk around my room like I was performing..lol..]]

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I need to update the iPod QUICK.

I Like My Short Stubs, Okay?!

2009-09-19T08:31:00.003-04:00

If you a female..this may go for some males too..
But we all have a nail story of our own..
and here is mine..

So like a couple of days ago, I went to go get my toe nails done..
But I don't have a certain place where I get my nails done at..
It's like I've been to every nail place where I live at..

But anyways..a couple of days ago I wanted to go get my toe nails done..
So I head over to this one place and I walk in and is like..
"How much is yalls pedicures??"
And he's like,
"Twenty-three"
I had only brought a twenty dollar bill so i'm like, fxck..
"Ohh okay. Well how much is it just to get them painted??"
He's like..
"Twenty-three"
WTF.
No sir..no sir..
How you gone charge twenty three for a pedicure and then twenty three to just have them bishes painted?!?
RIP TO THE MOTHER LUVIN' OFF.
So i'm like..
Pshh..kick rocks..

Then I go over to this other place that's like right beside the first one..haha..
And I've been there before but the lady doing my finger nails that time kinda creeped me out..
She just kept looking at me..and I would probably look at her once and then turn my head to look in a mirror or something..
And i get like clowned everytime I go to get my nails done cause I don't have long fingernails and my hands are small..i guess..
and all the time the ladies will come up to me being like..
"Ooohhh..yo nail so short..you don want 'cryclics?? No want 'crylics??"
Ugh..if I wanted them I would have asked for them..lol..
Anyways..back to my toes..
they say they do pedicures for twenty dollars..again i'm like, fxck..
Lol..cause I really didn't wanna have to spend all twenty bones on getting my toes done..
So I sit in the massaging chairs and I did not like this one..
This one was aggressive and rough as hell..
And the type of shirt I was wearing was like real low cut and the way my undershirt was added more oomph to my chest region..so basically my chee-chee's was literally
OUT THERE.
And from the movement of the massage chair..they kept moving and ishh..
WHILE THIS LADY HAS A STARING PROBLEM..
Haha..so i turn the massage chair off..
And then like, you know how in the part of the pedicure they start taking that brush to your foot??
Like, that ish feels soo good..but I don't wanna be tryna to laugh or something cause it tickles..
So my facial expressions when that happens is like me biting my lip and closing my eyes..lol..
Which I guess could come off pretty sexual..
And it's like she was scrubbing my feet longer than usual..smh..

Ahhh..it was just soo creepy..lol..

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"Oohh girl what you mixed with?? White and Whiter.." - Alex.

My Rules On Phoness..

2009-09-19T08:11:00.004-04:00

Lately, the people that have my number and the way they act with it has been driving me insane!!
So here i have made up a list of certain rules that you should not do when using a phone..

1) Yeah I may have messed up and gave you my number instead of taking yours..
but when you text me and keep texting me and I don't ever reply back...
Please..give up!
That is not cute, Boo-Boo..

2) Remember back in the home phone using days where it was considered rude to call after like nine or ten o'clock??
Shoot, same goes for me and my cell phone..
Do not call me at a late time..and don't keep calling at a late time if i aint answer the first time..
Like last night..the dude from Rule Number One called me last night..
AT ONE O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING.
Haha..like dude.
Who do you think I am??
I'm a white sixteen year old girl..
I don't party hard and I don't stay out at late hours of the night..
AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU!!
Why call me at one o'clock exactly??
SMH.

3) If you texting me, and say you wanna call me on the phone and talk to me..and I tell you that I don't wanna talk on the phone..
Don't keep trying to get me to talk to you on the phone..

4) Don't send me pictures of things that I really don't care about..
I don't care how big your wing wang is..
And I don't care about seeing your birdchest..
Lol..just don't send me them type of pictures..
[[If i'm not interested in you..if i am though..pshh..send them thangs quick..=)..]]

5) Ugh..this should have been number one but it's going here..
This gets on my nerves!!!
Grr..
You know when you be texting somebody when you tryna plan stuff out..like for things to do??
And the person will reply back with an
"okay"
and that's it??
Or like, you give them some details on something like..for example..
You planning on going to see a movie so you text whoever and is like..
"The movie times are 8:35 and 9:55.."
And they'll reply back with an
"okay"
Like..haha..nooooo don't do that..
Text me back with what time you wanna go to the movies..duhh..

There's probably more to this but I can't remember..
But watch something happens today or tomorrow that will tick me off..hmmm..

"I Don't Want You But Then Again..."

2009-09-18T16:23:00.002-04:00

Just when I think I'm starting to like mature and stuff..i still got the mind and attitude of a little kidd..
Confused??
Let me explain the situation.

Remember a couple of months ago I stated that I wanted a boyfriend..
didn't need one..
but wanted one..

Okay..soo during the summer vacation I met someone..
Online but still..lol..whatever..
Oh yeahh..he's my long distance lover with the Gatorade Bottle..yeahh..him..
But I just know that we can't ever be together..
and that ish hurts, Cuh.
Now since school has started, I'm seeing more dude and stuff right..
But the one that I have had my eye on since Freshman Year is finally in one of my classes and he starts talking to me..

"Do people be askin u if u go wit me??" - Him
"Yeahh. All the time. Do they be asking you??" - Me
"Yea i be wantin to say yea wat u be sayin??" - Him
"I be saying no." - Me
"Wen am i gone get to say yea??" - Him
"What you mean?? You wanna go out with me??" - Me
"Why wouldn't I?? Da question is do u want 2??" - Him
"I gotta see. I like you but i'm not sure i want a relationship just yet.." - Me
"I mean dats cool wit me i feel ya.." - Him

=/

Like..I don't know whats wrong with me.
It's like..I want a boyfriend, right..
But when I get the opportunity, I just, don't do nothing with it..
Like, if Long Distance Lover was to ask me to be with him..i'd say yes in a heartbeat..
But now this dude that goes to my school asks me and I say no..well..i say i'll think about it..
It's like, I don't want a boyfriend that goes to my school..
It's not like imma cheat or anything and don't want him to find out..
I just don't like dealing with people asking me if that's my boyfriend..
And if i just talk to another dude, people will think i'm cheating or something..
I don't know.
But if i really liked Dude, then all this stuff wouldn't matter, right??

I don't know..but i gotta movie date with him tomorrow night..so we'll see how things turn out..

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This probably doesn't have anything to do with this post but I found it interesting..
and creepy..

The past guys that I've had something with like..the dudes that really stood out to me in a way..
all their names start with a "J"
J***N
J**H
J*****E
J****Y
J**N

CRAZY.

Just A Post With A Bunch Of Words&&Videos.

2009-09-14T22:54:00.007-04:00

I'm trying sooo hard to not talk about the VMA's cause that's what every blogger is doing right now.
Not tryna throw shade..it just aint my cup-o-tea..
And I don't think I do reviews all that good anywayss..lol.
But Kanye..that dude right there..
Hmmmm.
I'm probably your only white fan still cause I could give two middle fingers about Taylor Swift..
I don't like her.
And Beyonce 'ol old self tryna be Super Woman and be a peace giver or some ishh..
And I don't like Alicia Keys..never have and never will..
Haha..funny thing on Twitter that this one guy said..
"Alicia Keys just look clean. It look like her pussy taste like raspberry tea and fresh baked cookies.."
Haha..dude.
Yo, Twitter make every awards show or something big on TV just more funner..
Cause it's like, watching it in a room with a whole bunch of people..
Ugh..I just said I wasn't gone get into this VMA stuff..so let's get back on track..

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I LOVE THIS DUDE!!!
I just want our private parts to touch..
JUST ONCE.
Hmmmm-mmmmmm.

He is just too fine..
I think if I ever see him in person, I'd cry.
Dead Serious.
I was bout to cry when I first saw this music video..

OTHER MUSIC VIDEOS THAT I LIKEY..

RANGERSSSS!!!
=)

I aint ever heard this song in my life..now there's a video for it??
Really??

I wanna hate her, but I can't...she's fly.

This song has been playing nonstop.
It's playing in my car..it's on tv..it's everywhere..i love this ishh..

I'm glad this type of music is on the map.
I love California too..I just hate the weather there..totally different than North Carolina weather..
I remember my face was soo friggin' dry from being in Cali..ughh..
but for the people down here who on that Cali style harder than ah crease in some Dickies..
Kill. Yo. Self.
"This aint Cali, cuh.."

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Remember my Trey Songz READY Cd package thingy??

Well I got the poster a couple days ago.
But Atlantic Records be on some ol dummy ishh..
They first send out edited copies of the cd..
Now this.

This the tube that the poster came in right..
Looks pretty big, huh..

This is how "big" that poster is..
That thang is little..
That little poster in that big package..
SMH.
I'm suppose to be getting a fan booklet thingy next..
Watch that thing probably just got
"exclusive"
pictures from like Google that everybody done already seen..

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Me and the crew are in talks of going to this Trey Songz concert in October..
Everybody just need to get their money and I need to find a fourth friend so we can get this special package deal..

And oh.
I got an interview with Sears next Wednesday..
If I get the job..I'm deff not gone try and do this..

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Gah, this post feels like it's soo long..
And I didn't even really talk about nothing..geesh..

My life..

2009-09-11T22:25:00.006-04:00

is a mess right now.
not so much but it kinda is.
I have mixed up emotions, a whole lot of problems, and I'm on an emotional roller-coaster.

and like...I want to tell someone, but I can't because I don't want people to be all in my business.
I can be happy for a good two hours and then go to not talking to anyone.

it's not because I want attention and I'm not bipolar.
ugh.

the littlest things are starting to get on my nerves...not really the littlest things and they aren't just starting to bug me, but now it irks me to the tenth power.

I asked my mom if our health insurance paid for therapy, but I guess she thought I was joking so she didn't check.
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I don't feel like being bothered with anyone...but I have to be.

I have to go to school everyday and fake happy, actually be happy, or not be happy and everyone is hounding me asking me what's wrong.
Then I have to come home and tend to my niece and ish and when my mom comes home I can't really tell her anything because I don't want her to be in my personal problems...I don't want to let her in.

I wish this all would have happened during the summer because then I could choose to not be around anyone...I could just stay locked up in my room and actually not be bothered.

I guess it's the cost of being a teenager. And I'm gonna tell myself that all teenagers go through this because I don't want to feel any worse.

I didn't feel like opening PSPX2..so deal with it not having a watermark and ish.

I won't be writing blogs for a while because I REALLY need some time to myself and I don't need to be worrying about blogging along with all my other problems.

So the Butta portion of this blog is on HIATUS for a little while.

And I told myself before I wrote this blog that I wasn't going to apologize for my behavior...but I'm sorry to everyone that I've been acting all snobby with.
But you guys have to understand that I'm not always gonna be all happy-go-lucky...I handle my problems differently and if I don't want to talk about it...then don't try and make me.
but yeah...I'm sorry for my behavior.

September 11, 2009
I just need...space.

"KAL ME = Cutest Ish In The World."

2009-09-09T21:33:00.003-04:00

Please please please..
Watch this video.

There's like, nobody on this Earth who has never felt like this or been through this same predicament..

Cause shoot, I know I have.

What It Do.

2009-09-09T15:44:00.004-04:00

Do I got an update for yall or what.

Let's start off with the bad so I can end with some good.

I've been a bad friend lately..not gone lie.
One seems to be taking this harder than the other..
But I still love her.
I'M SORRY.
[[And yes i'm talking in code..=P..]]

Remember the Ready Cd??
That ish is still fiyah but they sent out edited versions...=/
Yeahh, the corporate people thought that if they send out edited ones, that people will go out and get another copy..
HA.
Nope not me.

My sister, her boyfriend, and me went to a Lil Wayne concert a weekend ago or something.
This is something bad cause I kept getting lost so we missed a lot of the concert.
We missed Jeremih..ughh..my baby.
Pretty Ricky was there..missed they suspect selves.
Soulja Boy performed..eh.
And I think Young Jeezy was there..but i aint care bout him.
But we did make it in time for all of Lil Wayne's performance..
He brought out Tyga and Nicki Minaj so I was happy I saw those..=)
but still bad cause i didn't get to see Jeremih.
And crazy thing is, at a Wayne concert, there is soooo many white people.
I heard groups of white ladies all in my hear screaming
"HE IS SOO EFFIN SEXY..OMG.."
Couples was just making out all in front of me.
I had all types of chemicals and ish being blown in my face.
Swear it was like some Wood Stock type stuff..lol.
And it was outside so yeahhh.

Now onto some good.

Yall remember when I had a post about Donell Jones and I was talking bout how I wrote him on Myspace and he read it..??
Okay so in the message, I had told him that he should come back and make more music.
I go onto his Myspace Page a couple of weeks ago and I see that he got some new music on there.
I secretly think it's because of my message and I inspired him..but aye..
Then he also has a Twitter.
I'm following him and I be wanting to start a convo with him or something..
But I don't want him to go to jail..
And I'm afraid he will know who I am and like, think I'm really stalking him or something..
And that's not a good look.

Haha..I think that was my only good thing..hmmm..

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"I wanna make a porno one day.." - Demetrius
"What you gone do??" - Alex
"Uhh. Fxck.." - Demetrius.

Gir, You Is A Mess..

2009-09-09T15:17:00.004-04:00

I usually thought I was like thee only one who didn't have pet peeves.
Cause I don't really consider stuff pet peeves.
I gets gutta with it and just say that certain ish gets on my nerves.
But one thing that tops them all..

Issssssss.

FEMALES WHO COME OUT THE HOUSE....
BUSTED.

Yall know what I'm talking bout.

You always seeing some kind of female with her hair still wrapped..
sweat pants..
chinese slipperss.
Just ugh..looking a mess!!

I mean, we are ladies.
We are basically expected to be pretty and smell good and look nice..
Or in dude terminology..

To show off that a$$ and tiddays.

Haha..and i hardly doubt you can do all that with your edges sticking up and out and a big 'ol sweat shirt on
that goes past your knees.

And one thing that errked me to write this blog is I saw this girl pictures on Myspace.
Her and her friends went out to Applebee's it looks like,
This girl had on like a basketball shirt with cut off sleeves.
I don't know what bottoms she was wearing.
And her hair in a
MESSY
pony tail.
Like...really??
You come out to Applebee's like that???
All your little friends was dressed nice and ishh..why couldn't you!?!?!

UGH.

And I know I know..
We girls be having our off days some dayss..
Naw.
Eff That.
You get up and put on a clean shirt and some nice jeans..
brush your hair and make it look presentable
before you step a toe out that house.

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Yeahh..she was like the worst I could Google..
Don't do what she did.
And I think she wore this out to a party..

MAJOR FAIL.

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You've Changed.

2009-09-04T18:12:00.002-04:00

You've Changed

You've changed,
and I don't know what to do.
You've changed,
I miss the old you.
You've changed,
and it wasn't for the better.
You've changed,
to think I wanted this forever.
You've changed,
and I'm not going to lie.
You've changed,
and I've determined the bad guy.
You've changed,
I hope it's just temporary.
You've changed,
sometimes you treat like I'm just some random Larry.
You've changed,
Sometimes I just want to say eff it.
You've changed,
but I'm not gonna give up, I won't quit
You've changed,
and I'm glad I said what I had to say.
You've changed,
just don't change again today.

I'm Ready..Is You Ready??

2009-09-01T18:34:00.014-04:00

I have been waiting for forever and a day for this!!
My Trey Songz READY album came in the mail today.
Yess..i pre ordered that jank.
But I get extra stuff like a
YUUUP!
Tee Shirt
and then later on i'm suppose to be getting a poster and some pictures of Trey but that's for another blog post.
But here is a list of some of my favorite songs off of the album.
And oh yeah..
GO OUT AND BUY THIS, ASAP.

2) Neighbors Know My Name
"Sometimes she call me Trey, sometimes she say Tremaine
when its all said and done but the neighbors know my name
sometimes she call me Trigga cause i make her body buss
he might think my name is "oh sh-", i make her cuss"

5) One Love
"Baby, here I am
I’m your man
I came with everything you needed
You and me undefeated,
Till the end of time
One mind, one heart, one love"

[[This dude got abs on his back..omg..]]

6) Does He Do It
"When you with him do you sometimes kinda wish it was us
posted up in the kitchen you teaching me how to cook
and it pop off on the counter and we make a lot of fuss"

7) Say Aah
"Aye, when I give you these keys homeboy
don't move my car man!
I ride in the front ya dig
Don't move my **** man
oh! oh baby what's your name"

10) Jupiter Love
"I think its time we take a trip to the bed
Gurl yo bodys' talkin and im lovin what she said
Don't you be a fraid to
Let me elevate you
Welcome you to suuuper.. duuuper..Jupiter Looove"

16) Holla If You Need Me
"Holla if you need me
You always gon’ be my boo
Holla if you need me
You know I still got chu
And if you ever need me to be
What you need girl, im free and foreva you can holla at me"

Ahh..i love this cd.
And the shirt is super comfy too.
Only bad thing about the album I guess is I think they sent out edited versions..=/
Like, I was singing along, getting ready to say the phone number part in LOL Smiley Face
and I hear silence..they bleeped out the little phone number..ugh.

Another Trey thing is me and Precious went to this concert thingy and Trey Songz was performing there..
Swear on everything he was looking directly at us.
=)

Like, every time his song comes on or he's on tv..I just start fanning myself.
Tremaine know what he be doing.
I know what all his tattoos mean..
I done heard every song he ever made..
I seriously just need to meet him and my life would be complete ya know..

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THROW AWAYSSS..

I'm too young to die...

2009-08-26T16:11:00.005-04:00

well according to some studies done in 2007 six thousand teens die each year in car crashes because of texting. And you know it has to be more by now because everybody got a cell phone and a whole lot of teens are driving.

Even though I don't drive a lot, when I do get the chance to I don't text...my phone sits in between my legs and maybe at a red light or when I get to the place I'm going I'll check my phone but not while I'm driving.

But I do know someone who does text while driving, on the highway, up the street, anywhere.

I aint gonna put her name out like that but when she reads this she'll know who I'm talking about.
=/

and I constantly tell her to stop because I know it's dangerous and most people don't believe anything until it happens to them.

'awe naw...nothing like that could EVER happen to me..not a person like me'

the other day I watched 7 Pounds with Will Smith for the first time and when it got to the part where Will Smith and his wife was driving in the car somewhere and he checks his phone or whatever and ends up crashing into a van killing his wife and all the people in the van I'm like...okay now what if that were her.

she's texting thinking it's harmless or whatever but when she crashes everyone besides her gets killed and she has to suffer with all that guilt and ish inside her.

I mean..call me all those little names because I think safe driving is good...but hell...I don't want to die and I don't want someone else to die because of me.

and for the record there is nothing CUTE, SEXY, or THROWED about driving and texting or dialing numbers; that stuff can wait until you get where you're going or something. It's not that important, it could wait.

August 26, 2009
this aint no Romeo && Juliet type ish.

Whattt?!?

2009-08-20T14:41:00.006-04:00

Yes I did it.
I got the LG Vu like I said I was going to do.
I opted out on the LG Xenon because my sister was gonna get it and I didn't want to have the same phone as her again.

I'm still kind of getting used to the touch screen part because...uh...I've never had a touch screen phone..lmao.
I accidentally press buttons all the time.
When I'm texting I accidentally press send in the middle of a word.

uh.
It's good so far though..I love it.
I can go a whole day without charging it and at the end of the night I would still have two bars [[which is almost full]]
and it also came with a free 4GB microSD card...ahh..yes!

urg...I hate having short hair sometimes..lol.
since it's hot and my hair doesn't touch my neck that's kind of a plus but when I need a perm or want to put my hair in a ponytail I have to struggle because the back is short and it doesn't fit into the ponytail.
I feel like a chicken head..lmao.

my niece is a sixteen month grown woman.
she walks around the house like she runs it...she yells at you if you yell at her...she hits you when you hit her.
lmao.
she thinks she can do as she please..urg.
we have little safety plug things in the outlets and she stays trying to pull them out and then runs like I can't catch her.
little bad tail..but I love her..lmao.

School is about to start!
in five days like Alex said...but she said six because she wrote a blog yesterday..ha.
I'm kinda ready but then I'm not...I'm scared this is gonna be the year that I mess up my straight A streak and get an F or something.
ugh...but I'm gonna stop thinking that.
eh.
remember how I told you guys I dropped Honors English III...well My Honors English I and II teacher texted me [[yes...I have my teacher's number..lmao]] and told me that since the Honors English III teacher saw my grades and stuff she saved a spot for me...even though I didn't do the project.
ugh.
I thought I was free...lmao.
my plants are doing super good..I would put pictures up but the pictures that I took make them look bad..ha.

yeah...that's about it.
I need to get up on my blogging game...seems like most of my blogs are just updates and ish.
blah.

yes, I made this...and I just wanted to show off...lmao.
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'You're gonna love me...you may not fall in love with me but you will love me one day.'

August 20, 2009
so..yeahh.

To Whom This May Concern..

2009-08-20T14:12:00.003-04:00

Dear You,

I've realized that I've been a little bit petty. I've held this grudge for almost a year now and I'm ready to let it go. I miss you...I miss the bond we had, but I know that it could never be what it was. I am willing to let it go and maybe start over or something.

When we had our...day together I realized how much you've been trying to get me to talk to you again and when you cried and told me that you didn't want me to think you didn't care it kinda tugged at my heart a little because I should have noticed all of this before.

I appreciate you...and I know that life is too short to be holding grudges over little things. So today, August 20, 2009, I, Precious Mann, say that I forgive you...for kind of betraying me and I want to start over. I'm not saying that I'm gonna jump right into being all buddy buddy with you again, but I can work on it.

And I thank you for being the best even when I was my worst.

Love,
Precious

August 20, 2009
I still love you.

FML..Part Two??

2009-08-19T13:58:00.007-04:00

This all happened like some weeks ago but I didn't type it up cause I needed pictures..
And I finally took them pictures.
Woo.
Okay so one night, I'm taking a few friends home.
Picture this if you will.
It's dark.
And it's rainy and wet and stuff.
Now the people who live across from me always have like cars parked in front of their house.
Now they have a drive way but it seems like only this one broke car just sits out there in their drive way.
And what was even more worse is that they parked their car in
FRONT
of the drive way.
Like, who does that??
But keep reading.
So I'm backing out of my driveway..
None of my knuckle head friends is like, looking in the back window to like sorta help me.
And I had one car coming from one way of the street and another on the other side.
And then all of a sudden..
BOOM.
I hit their car.
=|
And what made it worse is that I drove away so I could take my friends home.
Lol..but I was gonna come back but still it was kind of like a hit and run.
So on the drive to take my friends home, my mama calling me
and so does my sister who like really tries to act like my mama.
WHEN SHE AINT!!
And what's embarrassing is that my cell phone's ear piece is really loud so all my friends could hear them yelling at me..
But yeah.
The neighbors aint do nothing cause as my mama said, they was high anyways.
And my car still in tip top shape..

Awww..look at my baby sitting clean on 12''s.
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For many of yall that don't know, I have two dogs.
They mixed with something..i don't really know.
Some of this..Some of that.
But this little one is like..crazy.

Wait..look at this beast's mug.

This is her. K-Oz is her name.
You pronounce it like Chaos.
???
Now a few months ago, we actually saw her tear apart a little orange cat.
And I'm thinking like,
"Little K-Oz, what did that cat ever do to you??"
Haha..yeahh exactly.
She just crazy.
And then when me and my family finally went out to eat for my Grandma birthday,
the next day, our other next door neighbors comes over and is like all in a nonchalant tone
being like,
"Yeahhh. You're little dog come under my fence and had her mouth on my dog's bandana and would not let go..my husband's pinky is even broke from trying to break up the fight...blah blah blah.."
Then a few hours later, I found out she typed out like a two page letter about the whole incident and sent it to us to read.
She went on some stuff how if this happens again and we're not around, she will call the Animal Police or whatever and have them take K-Oz away.
Like, idk, i don't get it.

So yeah.
I wouldn't be surprised if we got a letter from the city and like have us kicked out.
I mean, I'm hitting cars and our pets are attacking other animals and people and jank.

On to good news though.
My long distance lover came down here last Saturday to spend some time with me.
It was like our first ever seeing of each other so it was special.

And he told me to keep his Gatorade Bottle so don't think I like, just took it and have it in some shrine of him or whatever..lol.
Cute Moment::
He knows I love Trey Songz and when it was getting dark and he had to leave he sung the little verse of Trey Songz "I Gotta Go"
to me...=)
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"Yeah I'm falling in love with you. I think about you 24/7. We talk all day every day. I would do anything for you, I would drive 200000000 miles just to see you baby..."

"Hmmm..Five More Minutes!!"

2009-08-19T12:27:00.017-04:00

For Precious and I,

school starts on August 25th.
Precisely six days away.
I'm ready but then I'm not.
But that doesn't mean I didn't already get a bunch of stuff for school.
So here we go.

I guess I'm not your average gal cause I don't carry pocket books.
I carry back packs instead.
Look at these beauties right here!!
I carried the yellow one for first semester of tenth grade.
And the brown one for second semester.
Yesss, I had two back packs for one year.
Ever since these two, I just love Jansport back packs.
And I received my new one this morning for eleventh grade.
Gah. I love to have that thang on my backside.
But okay.
Now on to school supplies.
See, I love going back to school shopping for supplies the most.
Don't know why but I just do.
And I always say to myself each school year that imma take like good care of everything and do well and keep everything organized.
So I op for stuff that will like help and influence that.
Buttttttt.
Yeahhh.
Things change.
Mechanical Pencils, High Lighters, Post-Its, Stapler, One Pen.
Love Love Love these binders.
Umm. A composition notebook, planner, folder, some other kind of folder, and a one subject notebook.
**Hits Desk With Fist**
Grrr. That reminds me.
I still need to get paper.
Haha..ugh.
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BONUS FLICK!!

I Sit&&Write This Letter....

2009-08-18T13:42:00.006-04:00

Dear Jeremih;

Hmmm. Baby don't get it twisted.
I'm not interested in your Birthday Sex even though that would be nice..
I only wanna get to know you.
Maybe start out as friends and see where things may lead ya know.
I remember hearing you on the radio one day.
And I was jammin' being like
"WHO IS THIS?!"
You sounded good.
Shxt.
You sounded sexy as hell.
But I wasn't gonna let anybody know that.
Then your music video came out.
My head was cocked to the side harder than a mug.
Mouth all open, smiling, eyes bright.
Just, hmmm.
Then I saw you on MTV's Sucker Free.
The way you talked, oh my gosh.
I was feening hard for you babe.
Then I saw you on YouTube videos like in interviews and such.
Then things started getting difficult cause I just knew you was acting all sexy and what not towards me.
You little trickster you.
Later, I saw your Access Granted show for Imma Star.
And sweetie, yes you are.
Then come to find out, you're silly!!
And i loveeeee a guy who can be silly.
We have so much in common also.
You have a little hump thing in your hair style and so do I.
You play the piano, I played the keyboard piano once.
You graduated High School when you were sixteen.
Umm.
I'm sixteen now.
All i'm trying to say is that, I really like you.
And maybe you will like me too.
I know you travel a lot cause you one of dem celebrities..
But c'mon.
North Carolina is where your heart is baby.
Come To Me.
I mean like,
I will drop Donell Jones and Trey Songz for you in a
HEARTBEAT.
Dead Serious.

Your NEW Supporter//Future Wife,
-Alexandra

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DXMNNNNN.
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"Ooh girl, why your steering wheel all white and sticky..pshh..I don't know.." -Alex

&& I don't have ANY sympathy for you!

2009-08-17T13:56:00.004-04:00

my mama has always told me that whatever happens in our house stays in our house.
but considering the fact that this happened like...on the other side of the United States I guess that statement doesn't pertain to this.
ha.
so when I was in like...third grade we moved from Colorado Springs, Colorado to Denver, Colorado...I think I told you guys this before.
and my oldest sister [[Tomonica]] didn't like my mom's husband at the time so she went back to Colorado Springs with some of the 'family' we had out there.

um...she started getting in trouble...stealing and all that ish...mind you she was only seventeen or so...she got kicked out of all of the schools in Colorado Springs for fighting...so she dropped out because she was gonna get held back.
blah.

She's been to jail a whole bunch of times...my mom says she doesn't know why she acts like that because we weren't raised like that...and it's true; whatever we ask for we get...it may take some time because my mom's a single parent but we still get it.

but yeah...when we moved to North Carolina a couple of years ago my sister was supposed to come with us..but she opted out and stayed in Colorado Springs...she continued to get in trouble and as soon as she went to jail her friends and our 'family' would just forget about her and she'd call my mama to bail her out.

a year and some months ago she had my niece, Tyaza, and she continued to do what she had been doing.
nd my mama be like stressing out because now it isn't just her daughter getting in trouble, it's her granddaughter being in harms way.

so like in March, April, May...one of those months my sister goes to jail for identity theft or something like that and my niece is left with some 'family members' so my mama traveled out there to get her.

And like...every time my sister goes to jail my mama sends some money out there to bail her out or asks someone to bail my sister out and she'd pay them back.
I got tired of it because my mama is already struggling trynna take care of us out here and then she's gotta take five hundred dollars out of something and bail my sister out only for her to go back a couple of months later.

but yeah...my mama takes my niece and says 'When you get out and get all your shxt together then she can come back' I'm thinking my sister is only gonna be in there a couple of weeks tops.

She stayed in jail for about three of four months and then my other sister [[Inika]]...the middle one sent some money out there to help bail her out...she was about to go to court anyway so I don't see the point...but yeah...she stayed out a week or so..went to court and BAM!
they sent her to prison for four years.

my family was already planning on sending my niece back because Tomonica thought she was just gonna go to Com-Core or something like that.
I was angry because she doesn't deserve to have a baby when she's such a fxck up!
ugh.
my mama was super sad...so was Inika...I didn't give a fxck because she deserves what she got.
call me mean...call me rude...call me whatever but it's the truth.
she should have been got her life back on track especially after she had Tyaza.

and then the other day she calls and she's like call mama on three way and I do but my mom doesn't answer the three times I call and I was laughing at Alex and Tomonica goes 'It's not funny Precious, did you hear what happened to me' and I'm like '....yeah'

I'm sorry but I don't feel sorry for her...I think this is what she needs to understand that she can't just keep breaking the law, going to jail, getting bailed out, and then doing it all over.

I did Tyaza's hair. :D; I look type weird in this..eh.

August 17, 2009
I don't care.

Money Management...

2009-08-12T15:12:00.002-04:00

every since I could remember I've been good at spending money wisely..ha.

I remember when I was little my mom had won a lot of money at Cripple Creek in Colorado and she gave me and my two sisters one hundred dollars each...it was a lot of money to me back then and we went shopping and I got like...several outfits and some shoes while my sisters only got like two outfits.

I know to use money on important things or something.
When I get school clothes I get my pants from Ross because Ross is super cheap and it has some cute clothes.
I get my shirts on sale or something..I don't know but I do have a lot of shirts and I have no clue how I got so many.
and I mostly splurge on shoes...yess...shoes!

I be making deals with my mama when I want something. like when me and Alex went to Summerfest...since I had been asking for so much prior to that I told her I would wash dishes for three days, not ask for anything else until school shopping, and I'd clean my bathroom.

I kinda failed at that deal...but I still got to go...lol.

Since I want a car next year for my birthday, I told her not to get me anything for Christmas but I kinda want to go to California and spend Christmas with my other family so I don't know how that's gonna go.

eh.

I don't know what the purpose of this blog was because I really don't have any tips...except to look for sales and bargains and ish. Like Ross or Marshall's. And Aeropostale has good sales around Christmas time and ish.

speaking of school ish...I need to know a good place to get camis.
I haven't really been looking but that doesn't matter..lol..just let me know.

August 12, 2009
what's in my pocket dawg?? nothing really.

FML.

2009-08-08T15:35:00.006-04:00

This past week as NOT been my week.
My family are a bunch of eff ups.
But I mean that out of love.
Honestly.
Today we were suppose to go out to eat for my Grandma's birthday.
But now we're not because my sister is not back from the beach yet
and my Uncle is going to play poker.
Now if I was my Grandma, I'd say
EFF THEM.
And have my cake and eat it too.
But naw.
And I wore my pants that make my booty look like
you could sit a cup on that thang right there
just for this occasion but now, nope.
Another thing,
I was suppose to go school supply shopping today.
Hell, I was suppose to be out of this house like, five hours ago.
But naw.
My mama didn't leave me the money for it like I asked her too.
Now she's stuck in traffic so she's gone be even more late.
Kaley's not even home yet right now and she was suppose to come with me.
Awww..here it go.
Another thing.
My last day at my job was July 31st.
And still haven't got my paycheck!!
Ugh!!
A bish is running low on her cash flow, got dxmn.
But I'm not slacking though.
I'm in the process of filling out applications.
See!!

"Am I willing to travel?? Hell no. But I'll mark yes.." -Precious
Count 'em.
Ten of them things.
But does that necessarily mean I'll get a job??
=|
OH.
Another thing.
Have yall ever had that one friend that just know how to piss you off??
Like, your day being good as hell.
But then that friend just wanna text you or say something that just ruins it??
SMH.
Is this not dope?!

Yess this is my desktop.
Probably thee only neat thing about my jerk face of a computer.
I did have a picture of Trey Songz as my desktop background.

But I got nervous when I heard my mama bout to come in my room
And I didn't want her asking 21 questions.
So I switched it.
Haha.
And another thing.

School starts in 17 days.
"Imma get my shoes from Good Will. Imma get my socks from Good Will. Imma get my jeans from Good Will. Imma get my shirts from Demetrius.." -Corey.

=/

My World of Paradoxes

2009-08-05T17:47:00.002-04:00

I'm insecure but I'm confident.
I'm pretty but I'm so ugly.
I'm fat but I'm skinny.
I'm apathetic but I care.
I'm short but I'm tall.
I'm nonchalant but I'm silly.
I'm serious but I'm playful.
I'm sorry but I'm not.
I'm hateful but I'm loving.
It's my fault but I didn't do it.
I'm scared but I'm fearless.
I'm happy but I'm sad.

August 5, 2009
who-blah.

Featured Website: Dormtainment

2009-08-03T15:39:00.004-04:00

We saw these dudes on some other dude's BlogSpot
and we just decided to check them out...
And we likey!!
So we asked them for an interview and they accepted..

Here It Go.

How many members are in Dormtainment??
There are five members in our group

What are your names??
Daunte Dier (Tay), Amanuel Richards (Mr. Richards), Michael Nathan (Mike3G), Cameron Miller (C.Milli) and Chaz Miller (C.Diddy).

How did y'all get started??
We got started on face book making funny videos and getting a lot of good feedback. Then one day we all sat down and decided to create a website where people can come and enjoy our videos and other creative content. We all had one common goal, which was becoming SUCCESSFUL, so we thought dormtainment could one day help us achieve that. Also, we this as a gateway to other business we want to start in the future, so failing isn’t an option.

What is the purpose of Dormtainment??
To entertain the college nation with a variety of content like, skits, blogs, games, contest and events. In the future we also want dormtainment to be an outlet for other creative individuals without a website to post their material.

Are any of y'all related??
Cam and Chaz are brothers.

Are any of y'all single??
Only Cameron and mike are single so any sexy ladies who want to date two Internet sensations holla at us lol jk…but everyone else is in relationships.

What is your inspiration for making videos??
Anything and everything honestly. Sometimes it’s Music, Movies, Shows, but mostly our videos come from real life a situation one of us went through that day or another time in our lifetime and that’s how we get most of the ideas for our videos. For example, One of us will come home saying.. Guess what happen to me today? And then we’ll all be laughing and then someone would say, you know what would’ve been funny..and then we say that’ll be a good skit and then we film it right then and there. We never write scripts or nothing its always improv off an initial idea we set up.

Do you think there is any room for improvement for Dormtainment??
There is always room for improvement, no matter what you do. So I’ll say yes because we believe with the right resources and support we can make videos that’s ten times as good and funny.

How long has Dormtainment been around??
Well we launched in March, so about 4 months now.

If you could meet someone living or dead, who would it be and why??
Michael Jackson, because hes the greatest entertainer and that’s what we do.

What are y'all majoring in??
Cameron major is in visual effects and motion graphics, Chaz-surgical tech, Amanuel-advertising, daunte- audio production, and Mike-Criminal Justice(Law)

What would we find in your fridge right now??
The basic college essentials, nothing! Lol jk well if we all got money at the time you’ll see a lot of purple stuff of course, milk,eggs,sausage,bacon, and biscuits because we love breakfast and then a lot of veggie stuff because mike is a vegetarian. Also, you’ll find a light bulb to light up the fridge and a couple of drawers and shelf’s to hold the food and drinks lol.

Do y'all live together??
We all live together in the same apartment, except Tay. And yes that’s our apartment with the flower couch so don’t laugh, that couch will be famous one day.

Is college all it's made out to be??
It’s a good thing to have as a backup plan and a stepping stone for your future as far as education wise, but as far as the college experience its great when it comes to parties and the social life. Its the best time of your life.

What was your favorite subject in middle school??
Cameron-Honestly, Lunch because I love to eat, Chaz- Physical education, because you don’t have to do no work, Mike- Physical Education because I got to wear my shorts, Amanuel-im to old to remember,Daunte-

Where do you see Dormtainment in five years??
The next big thing with a buzz bigger than facebook and myspace…But on a more serious note, being successful and having dormtainment be our main source of income. Having our own place to shoot videos more professionally. Still being able to entertain and make people laugh since that’s what we love to do. We see us being known internationally on all college campuses and beyond for what we do. I also, see dormtainment inspiring other college kids to start their own business and becoming successful like we will be.

"How many licks does it take til you get to the center of the..."
-Lil Kim
Ask Biggie Im pretty sure he knows, after watching notorious.

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To read the funny version of this interview...

Click Here

Baby, I'd Throw Up On You Anytime..

2009-07-30T20:34:00.008-04:00

A lot of you may know..and then some of yall are still clueless.
If you go to HoneyMag.com,
They have an interview with Trey Muhfxckin Songz.
Aka my husband after Donell Jones decides to mess up..

And see, normal people like me and Precious

didn't see no harm in thee interview.

Yeah his answers to the questions were kind of out there..

But Honey Mag is Honey Mag.

They some freaks running that business, so the questions are gonna be freaky as well and out there..

And I mean,

Trey Songz is like..23..24 years old..

And famous..

And sexy..

What yall expect??

For him to never experience with sex??

To never deal with groupies??

To never make a mistake??

C'mon now.

Get real.

Stop being some prudes.

It's just an interview and that's just who he is..

And for anybody that gotta problem with the interview and his answers,

Yall probably just jealous little heffas!!!

>:/

Cause yall aint getting it down like he is..

Yall aint ever experience stuff like that with someone before and you wish they did..

Just..dang..celebrities be put through a lot of stuff..

And then like, it's funny where these little people just be commenting and commenting about the jank..

Just be hating on some little stuff..

Getting mad over something that don't concern you..

TREY SONGZ DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU!!

Yahhh Trick Yahhhh.

SMH.

If I offended anyone....sorry....???

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To read the interview::

Honey Mag

For Trey Songz personal comments on the issue::

Trey Songz

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"I like to choke girls right before they cum, but you gotta continue hitting it at a rapid momentum. And I like girls that can take the whole dick."

-Trey Songz

Hmmm..don't we all.

Will You Marry Me??

2009-07-28T21:42:00.005-04:00

HECK NO!!

When I was I was little I use to DREAM of my wedding day.
I remember saying that my wedding colors were going to be a dark purple and black and my friends use to like...make fun of me because black is supposed to be the color of death and I wanted it for my wedding..ha.

but then as I grew up I kinda grew away from that dream.

my mama got married when I was in third grade...the middle of third grade to be exact and I had to move from Colorado Springs, Colorado where I had been living for a while to Denver, Colorado to a whole new scenery. And there is a difference...an hour is a lot of time for change.
I had to get used to it being a man in the house instead of me, my mom, and my two sisters...then I had to get used to it being us minus one sister...all in this whole new place.

and I saw how like..my mama kinda changed when she got married...nothing was the same...and her husband was a control freak now that I look back on it.
He used to always tell me and my sister that it was our room it was our occupied space and if we weren't hungry because hunger is for people who are starving.

one time he asked me to pour him some orange juice...and instead of leaving like a little corner of orange juice in the jug, I pour it all in the cup.
And when I took it to him he got mad because the cup was filled and he made me drink it down to where he liked.
:|

and then my dad has been married to his wife for a very long time and it's never a minute that they don't argue.
every summer that I've went out there I've never seen a day go by where they haven't argued...even on the way to church [[when he made me go]] they argued.

One summer she kicked my dad and me out because my mama had called my dad's phone, and he drove me home [[Denver, Colorado]] from California because we didn't have anywhere to go.

and I guess these bad experiences with marriage has made me not want to marry.

in my opinion marriage is over-rated; me and my significant other can do just about all the same things with or without a marriage certificate and ring.

and I know it may sound weird because almost all young girl's dreams are to get married and have the white picket fence homes with the ideal family...BUT I don't really go for fairy tales.

July 28, 2009
you said what now?!?!

My Life According to: Tremaine Neverson

2009-07-28T19:44:00.005-04:00

Since Alex tagged me or whatever..I have no choice BUT to do this..haha.
And since I love Trey Songz...and I wanna meet him one day I'll do him...not DO him but do him..lol.

Instructions: Using only song titles from ONE ARTIST OR BAND, answer these questions. Pass it on to 12 people and include me. You can't use the artist or band I used. Do not repeat a song title. Re post as "My Life According to (ARTIST OR BAND NAME)"

Pick Your Artist:: Trey Songz

Are You A Male Or Female:: Dopest Chick

Describe Yourself:: Yes I'm Fresh

How Do You Feel:: Lonely

Describe Where You Currently Live:: In Ya Phone

If you Could Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go:: Love Safari

Your Favorite Form Of Transportation:: Paper Planes Freestyle

Your Best Friend Is:: You Girl

Your Favorite Color Is:: Ooo

What's The Weather Like:: Make it Rain

Favorite Time Of The Day:: Day and Night

If Your Life Was A TV Show, What Would It Be Called:: In The Middle

What Is Life To You:: The Stupid Things

Your Relationships:: My Love

Your Fear:: Infedelity

What Is The Best Advice You Have To Give:: You Already Know

If You Could Change Your Name, You Would Change It To:: Famous

Thought For The Day:: If It Was Yesterday

How I Would Like To Die:: On Top

My Soul's Present Condition:: Crazy

And I tagggg....
Trey Songz..lmao.
Naw seriously..Dormtainment..??

Before The Storm..

2009-07-27T22:13:00.009-04:00

Before the storm,
Everything seems calm.
The trees don't budge.
The clouds don't move.
And every little noise is non existent.

When that storm hits,
You get lightening.
You get rain.
You get thunder.
Items are ruined, plans are crushed.
Everything is postpone.

SORT OF LIKE LIFE.

It's been storming a lot here in North Carolina lately.
But today was different.
I finally got my lazy self up and look out the window.
And you know how the sky and stuff kind of looks orange-y or really pale??
Like, it feels like you looking through sun glasses but you really aren't.
Yeahh..today was like that.

And just by seeing this change in the sky,
I knew a storm was about to come.
Back to my life example,
In life, we can sometimes see thee "storm" coming.
A lot of people may not like when it rains or when it thunders but you just have to deal with it, ya know.
And in life, you may meet someone.
First couple of seeings and talkings are going on a maximum of great.
But then..
KA-BOOM.
Yall get in a argument and you just feel cruddy about it.

But just like plants need sunshine, they also need rain in order to grow.

What I'm saying is.
Nobody likes to argue, just like not everybody likes the rain.
But we need it.
We need arguments, we need rain.
Having a little argument here and there helps us find out about our real love ones then we could ever have.
You see how they handle tricky situations.
You see what they really have to say.
They teach you a thing or two about yourself.
I once read somewhere that Britain's longest married couple of 81 years say that their secret is a little argument every day.

Don't run away from an argument.
Embrace it.
Learn and Love.

Peace out, Chickie-Dees.

My Life According To: Donell Jones

2009-07-27T20:41:00.004-04:00

I just came on to Blogger and saw some updates from
Two L's And I'm Gone
and
No Luxury For Dreaming
And their new blogs had sort of the same title, so I was thinking they had jocked each other and didn't even know..haha..
But naw..they were just doing a
TAG.
A what??
A TAG.
Ohh okay.
And it seems fun.
I didn't get tagged personally..but hell, they said anybody could do this and I am an anybody.

So here we go!!

Instructions: Using only song titles from ONE ARTIST OR BAND, answer these questions. Pass it on to 12 people and include me. You can't use the artist or band I used. Do not repeat a song title. Re post as "My Life According to (ARTIST OR BAND NAME)"

Yall know how much I love Donell Jones and how we are going to get married one day..act like ya know.
So this post HAD to be about him.
Hmm Hmm Hmm.

Pick Your Artist:: Donell Jones.

Are You A Male Or Female:: [[Haha. Tell me why I was about to put female.]] Special Girl

Describe Yourself:: Natural Thang

How Do You Feel:: It's Alright

Describe Where You Currently Live:: Where I Wanna Be

If you Could Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go:: Azzville

Your Favorite Form Of Transportation:: My Heart

Your Best Friend Is:: Have You Seen Her

Your Favorite Color Is:: This Luv

What's The Weather Like:: Still

Favorite Time Of The Day:: Spend The Night

If Your Life Was A TV Show, What Would It Be Called:: All About You

What Is Life To You:: It's So Hard

Your Relationships:: Lust Or Love

Your Fear:: Players In The Hood

What Is The Best Advice You Have To Give:: Better Start Talking

If You Could Change Your Name, You Would Change It To:: Ooh Na Na

Thought For The Day:: Life Goes On

How I Would Like To Die:: Freakin' You

My Soul's Present Condition:: Yearnin'

That went good, Si No??
And I'm taggingggggggg..

BUTTA!!

Flowers+Ruffles+Buttons=Lucky..??

2009-07-24T20:17:00.006-04:00

Have you ever seen shows and stuff where the episode revolves around a lucky shirt??
Or just an item that
APPEARS
lucky or whatever??
Yeahh okay..
Enough bout them.
We're talking about me right now.

I officially have myself a lucky shirt.

This shirt.
This shirt right here, Cuh.
My mama had found this shirt at some GoodWill place in Charlotte.
She had first bought it for my Sister but she didn't want it..
But I did cause I thought it would be a cute work shirt for me.
So the first time I wore it to work it was just crazy.
I go to Food Lion and the little bagger girl said she liked my shirt.
Then walking out of Walgreens, this homeless man is like,
"Hmm hmm hmmm. You are just soo beautiful.."

Then I wore the shirt again today and even more good luck happens!
I got assigned a lot to do at work today..which is good cause I usually just
sit at the desk and play Solitaire.
My sister bought me two shirts from Old Navy.
And this cute sexy fine sweet dude that work at this Tanning Salon place talked to
my Moms today and he was like,
"Soo, you're Alex's mom right??"
One, he knows my name.
Two, he's taking a notice.
Three, all happened while I was wearing thee lucky shirt.

BOO-YAH.

Freak, Son.
I just love this shirt.

um...hello...lol.

2009-07-23T20:13:00.004-04:00

a little disclaimer.
I'm watching Dr. Phil right now and it's about this family, the fifteen year old daughter is pregnant, the dad is a cheater, the twelve year old daughter is angry with her sister for getting pregnant, and the mama is playing the blame game...stupid.
eh.

and also..I just noticed that Alex changed her little post picture thingy..so imma change mines too...in due time.

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so you know how before I said that my phone upgrade was on the twenty-first and I wanted the LG Xenon, welp turns out my upgrade is on the twenty-sixth and I changed it to the LG Vu. I fricken love that phone!
I played with it at the AT&T store a little...it's small also.
woo.

um.
and you remember how I said that I was gonna get my hair cut in a style??
well I did..it's super short too.

when I first got my hair done I was pmsing like a mo-fo so I was shxtty about everything.
and I hated it..lol.
now I'm kinda use to it but I want my back to grow a little longer, it's the shortest..ugh.

the other day the rising juniors had to go up to the school to consult with the principle about our classes and he was disappointed in me about dropping Honors English III to CP English III.
I was thinking about going to Honors English IIII senior year...but I don't know...lol.

and I'm taking AP Environmental Science and I just found out we had a summer project..ha.
so he gave me the paper and one of the tasks was to plant some plants...help the environment in a sense.
so I decided to plant two bell peppers...red and green.

the taller one is the red one.

today I realized that maybe we were supposed to start from scratch..with seeds instead of plants...lmao.
but oh well..I started late!

urg.
my dad went like...completely haywire when he found out I had a boyfriend...lmao.
like every other day he texts me with the weird text messages about nothing.
it's getting annoying.
haha.

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Story Time!

the other day my mother's boyfriend went to fix my sister's transmission and when he was finished he called me and asked was I still dressed and I'm like yeah and he says 'good cause imma need you to drive your mom's car back home from your sister's house' and I'm like 'okay.'
mind you I only have my permit and when I drive I make a lot of simple mistakes..lmao.
but still I get my niece ready, put my flip-flops back on and I wait for him to call me back.

when he gets her we ride over to my sister's house which is a ways away from where I live and the furthest I've drove is to Alex's house or to Wal-Mart.
but yeah...we get there I climb over the seat, adjust the seat and tell my sister's boyfriend's daughter to buckle up.

I'm driving, Jakiya keeps looking in the back at Tyaza, Tyaza's too quiet...but I can't look back cause I might crash.
there is construction work and I'm kinda nervous so my feet are sweating and my flip-flop is kinda sliding off...haha.

eh.
I'm in the turning lane and the light turns yellow and I'm like 'should I turn, should I stop...ugh..IMMA JUST TURN!'
and my mama has a Blazer so it's kinda big.

but needless to say, I go us home perfectly safe AND I parked the car straight.
ah.
no mistakes either!
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another disclaimer.
just because a person gets pregnant as a teenager, or gets a girl pregnant as a teenager DOESN'T mean their life is ruined...maybe it'll get a little harder but their life isn't ruined.
Dr. Phil just said the pregnant girl ran her life into ruins for getting pregnant at fourteen, fifteen.
stupid bxtch.

July 23, 2009
some updates.

Beach Pictures [[only night ones]]

2009-07-22T22:16:00.006-04:00

I do believe I promised you guys beach pictures on one of the other blogs I wrote.
I don't have any from the day time because those are all on my mom's camera and I aint feel like asking her for her camera...so I guess we gotta just settle..lol.
and also...they are gonna be semi-outta order...but I'm sure you guys will understand it.

ha. FYI: I was in the background..lol

'...let me take a picture of you walking'

hehe....I'm a G.

the sand castles someone made.

'Kaley...go smash the castle...GO SMASH IT!'

I uh...really had to pee.

the sand took the picture...AH!

it say's 'BUTTA' ...I wrote it with my foot.

it says '& Bae'

'Hey, take a picture of me walking into the water.'

it's for the site.

my niece doesn't like Kaley :|

ha...look at their faces..lmao.

I was yelling at her.

'aye...take a picture of my walking'

urg...hell if I knew.

lmao...her fisherman hat and monokini.

umm...yeah buddy.

uh...I don't even know who I was texting...

Gucci Gucci Goo.

2009-07-20T16:49:00.012-04:00

Soooo.
Apparently.
According to my daily readings on Media Take Out..
Gucci Man failed a drug test for his probation and the judge issued a warrant for his arrest.
**side eye**
But also on MTO,
THIS
is what I see.

White Girls.
White Girls!!
WHITE GIRLSS!!!
C'mon now.
Really??
Gucci Man??
This fella??
SMH.
Don't get me wrong..
I like his music.
Even though I don't know
SHXT
he is saying..
But i like thee beat and it sounds good in the ride..=)
But personally, would this white girl eff Gucci Man??

HELL TO THEE MOTHER LOVIN' NAW.

Or maybe when I turn 21 and I have two bottles of Nuvo in my system..then holla at me..

But yeah..the video up above..i feel like it gives Caucasians like muah a bad name..
But it was funny though..haha..i have to say.
Ahhh..
Dumb people on the internet..
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SOME THROW AWAYSS.

Ooh Child, Whatchu Know About This?!

2009-07-16T19:13:00.004-04:00

Said Grandma.

Well, whatchu know about a new perm,
a new shade of lip stick,
and a girdle?!
Obviously you don't know
NOTHING
about those because you still look a hot mess.

Said I.

**big stretch..gets crusties out of eyes..**

Hmmm..dxmn.
What is is up, Blogger World??
It seems like I have been sleep on yall for the past couple of days.
It's like, I haven't got on the computer that much at all this week and last week.
I would blame it on the alcohol..or even the boogie..
But blame it on my TV, Bed, and Cell Phone.
Them mo-fo's have got me under they spell!!
but more about that later..

**Wendy Williams Voice**
How You Doin'??

Anyways..back to this post at hand.
At my place of employment, one of thee ladies I work with listens to this station that
plays the 80's, 90's and today.
So that's what I'm hearing Monday through Friday from 10 AM to 2 PM.
But as i was listening, guess who came on the radio..

Macy Gray.

Yeahhhhh..how many of yall remember her???

I don't know about you or you over there in the corner reading from your friend computer,
But Macy Gray use to BUMP back then.

I remember seeing this video being played on the TV's at Target when I was younger.
I wanna say I had her album too..or my sister had it and I listened to it.

Haha..i don't know man.
This song now really listening to it now that I'm older, I'm smiling..
It's like, I don't know.
It's like I understand what this song means..it's a cute little sweet love song.
Back then when I was friggin eight year olds, I only liked her for her voice cause she sounded
like a really really old and played out Alvin and The Chipmunks..
And yeah, Macy Gray use to get tossed under the bus for like what she wore,
how she sounded, her videos, but her words are soo reall..

**sigh**

"I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here"

=)

&& I ask myself why.

2009-07-12T22:49:00.004-04:00

so I'm laying in bed watching TV waiting on my boyfriend to text me back.
I'm watching In Plain Sight to be exact.

in this episode the daddy was helping a mob person or whatever and his wife got killed.
yaddy yaddy ya.
but like..the dad and his daughter were put into witness protection or whatever and he was doing a lot of stuff to keep her happy.
even when she got with the man who killed his wife's son he still let it slide to keep her happy.

and I'm crying like a little baby because I'm a punk and it kinda gets me thinking.
why isn't my dad like that?

I have to call him and call him and call him just to ask for a simple gift...I get ignored by him constantly.
maybe it's cause I live all the way in North Carolina and he lives in California...but I'm still his daughter...his ONLY daughter might I add...and I'm ALWAYS a phone call a way.

I try and I try to just say eff it and pretend like I don't care that he doesn't care about me but at the end of the day he's still my dad and I sometimes go outta my way to try and get his attention.

and I sometimes wish that he was just a little bit like all the dads they show on TV...I wish that he went out of his way to make me happy, that he went out of his way to call me even on his busiest days.

and then I wonder why I still care...he's let me down so many times and I still care...he didn't call me on my birthday...he didn't send me a birthday gift...he yelled at me on the day I was leaving California last summer, AND I STILL CARE.

but why??

I know he's my dad, but he treats me like any other girl on the streets, so why can't he be any other man on the streets to me.

ugh.

July 12, 2009
...but why daddy??

"It Is Three O'Clock In The Morning..

2009-07-12T03:09:00.005-04:00

..Where have you been?!?"
"Uhhh..out..??"

This Saturday..
July 11th.
Was officially my rebel day.
It should be like, on the calender and people take they days off from work on this day.

Here's How It All Went Down.

Me and Kaley first go to Food Lion to get some stuff for my moms.
Then to the post office so she could get a stamp.
=|
Then we go out to eat at this place called Uncle Bucks which is,
might I add,
Dee-Lish.
So it's going on eight o'clock..
[[And I'm not supposed to be out driving with my license after nine..]]
But we decide to go riding around anywayss.
So we drive by McDonalds and there's a bus,
and boys in balla shorts and woman beaters.
*blank stare*
I mean, there was like, a
TRACK TEAM
full of dudes in that McDonalds parking lot.
So I'm actually like driving around trying to see all these boyss.
Then I say to Kaley..
"Umm..you want some ice cream from McDonalds??"
Haha..to kinda have an excuse to actually go in there ya know.
We go in there and we see this boy that goes to our school.
Blayne Johnson.
BOOOOOO!!!!
YOU SUCK!!
Ha, just kidding.
Things have changed sooo much nowadays.
I couldn't even eat my ice cream cone in front of Kaley without being considered
"gay" or "homo"
We also saw this other girl that went to our Middle School at McDonalds.
Oh, but we didn't even like, get to see the boys because they didn't come into McDonalds.

Then we go to the movies so Kaley can go see her boyyyyy fwienddddd.
But before that, we went to Food Lion so we could get some gums cause we just knew our breath was probably on a maximum of
STANK.
And while pulling up the grocery store, I see a boy pushing this girl in a grocery cart..
????
But come to find out, it's these two girls from our school.
Mary and Samantha.
And some other boy that goes to our school but we don't his name.
And like, me and Kaley thought we were lame and had nothing to do on a Saturday Night,
But they were actually just sitting and being pushed in the grocery carts for the night.
And while at the movies, we saw even more people!
I saw a group of three girls that I'm Myspace friends with.
Lol..lameee.
Then we saw this dude named Lamarcus that kind of went to our school, but like
one week he was like, gone..??
Then like, people just sorta forgot about him, ya know.
Funny thing was, was that me and Kaley was talking about Blayne and Lamarcus while we was eating and we just saw them tonight.
We also saw this boy named Witt who went to our Middle School.

Next, we have nothing to do but we want something TO do.
And Kaley had got this boy number that was working at McDonalds.
And he was going to a party in Kannapolis with his sister.
Didn't know where it was at and didn't know if it cost anything.
If we knew all that, we was gone go to Kannapolis and party it thee hell up.
But that was a no-go.
So we driving around trying to find something to do.
It's now like, almost eleven o'clock.
So Kaley knows this dude named
Da-Marcus
and we ask him if he would like to chill with us ladies tonight.
He says yess..alright!!
So now, Kaley tells her fam that she is spending the night at Precious'.
They believed her.
I go to my house, tell my mama I'm spending the night at Precious'.
She doesn't really believe me. She thinks I'm lying.
But she lets me go anyway.
Woo.
Then Da-Marcus tells us how to get to where he is at and this dude got me driving through an effin' scene from a scary movie.
I'm already traveling through a bad part of Spencer..the dreaded East Spencer.
Now Spencer alone is okay..
But once you add that EAST to that Spencer..
You in a whole different realm, my friend.
Then I had to go down this longggg road that had noooo street lights.
Creepy.
And they like in the middle of the country, in some woods or some ish.
They even had this frog that croaked buzzing noises..i don't know..it was weird.
So we standing outside, in the cut, just chillin' and asking
This or That
questions to each other.
And ladies, this Da-Marcus got a face like Trey Songz..
GET THE EFF OUT OF HERE.
Yeah it may have been dark but when you put that cell phone light up against his facee..
I was thinking dude was about to sing
"Sex For Your Stereo"
right then and there, you feel me??

Anyways, it is now going on 2 something.
We say our good bye's and so forth.
And me and Kaley decide to go to Wal-Mart.
People,
IT IS 2:09 IN THE MORNING..SOME NOBODIES ARE STILL AT WAL-MART.
Besides me and Kaley..ha..no ma'am.
I'm walking in there being like..
"People are buying groceries at 2:09 in the morning..
People are actually buying clothes at 2:10 in the morning..
People are in line at 2:10 in the morning..
People are awake at Wal-Mart at 2:10 in the morning.."
We're just walking around, looking at stuff until I just stop at the magazine rack and
look at all these Michael Jackson magazine special things.
But there was this one dude cleaning the floors with the machine thing.
And Kaley said he was kinda staring hard.
And you know, it's real late so I thought that i would make his day..morning..night..??
He walks by with his cleaning device and I'm like..
"Hey!...How you doing??"
And he says..
"Good."
Awwwww!!!
=)
Then, still at Wal-Mart, we turn the corner and we see these two guys that one of them was this girl I'm acquainted with boyfriend..or ex..not really sure and then his friend.
He looked familiar but I didn't know him.
But they was deff some bangerss.
So we finally leave Wal-Mart and decide to go home.
Kaley said she was going to go to her house and tell her family that her and Presh got into it and she wanted to go home so I took her home.
My excuse for when I got home was that Kaley started her period and her cramps were really really bad and she
wanted to go home so I took her home.

Now I'm at home, told my moms, everything is all well and good but tomorrow will really tell.
And also if she one day reads this blog post..and like knows thee whole truth..
I wonder what will happen.
But still, I'm home safe and I didn't bring back a bum or a STD so I should get a pass, right??

Eh..and that was my Saturday Night.

WAZZUP!!

2009-07-10T21:20:00.009-04:00

My most favorite character from a TV Sitcom that I have ever seen in all my life
Is this guy.

Reginald Ballard.
Or also known as

Bruh Man.

Yeahhhh!
Yall know what i'm talking about now!!
"I'm Bruh Man..
[[Holds Up Four Fingers]]
..From The Fifth Flo'.."
Ugh, still don't know??
Okay how about this..
"Nothin..
[[Pause]]
..Just Chillin.."
Wait, wait.
Yall will know after this one!
"Yeah. I had a dream one time.
I was climbin' this fire escape,
and I couldn't make it to the top.
So I climbed through the window of this fly ass crib!.
With a big see-thru 'fridgerater.
It was full of sammiches!
But... , but... I couldn't open the door Martin!
So I just stood there and cried man.
Oh yeah! Bruh Man cried."

It's just something about Bruh Man.
The reason he is just soo funny is that on the show Martin,
You never knew when he was gone show up.
Like, he was just there!
To this day, I still say the word
"sandwhiches"
as
"sammiches"
All because of Bruh Man.
Haha..that's how big of an impact he has really made on my life.

Here are some "LMAO" clips featuring Bruh Man.

Wait, hold up hold up hold up!!
I got side tracked and since that one video got alll the Bruh Man clips mostly,
I just had to show some clips from other parts of Martin.

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Cole - Tommy, you dated a white girl in college!
Tommy - Oh, no, she wasn't white. She was French.

I'm Scared to Tell You Guys This..

2009-07-10T13:37:00.003-04:00

I bet you guys think this is a real secret huh??
lol.
TRICKED YOU!
eh.

Since North Carolina has this new law that says you can't get a tattoo until you turn eighteen and my mama won't let me get a tattoo until I turn eighteen I can only plan my tattoos out..lol.
and when I turn eighteen imma be Lil Wayne :|

okay..my first one is gonna be a butterfly on my wrist, the side that the palm is on, and it's gonna be in dark colors like black, dark green, and dark purple. And in white ink I'm gonna have my grandparents' initials [[mw; hm; cw; mm]] in it or on it somewhere.
I thought butterflies symbolized like death or something but on Wikianswers it says new life and old life...something like that.

my second one is gonna be the Japanese symbol for love or joy on my pelvic bone...close to my WHO-HA..lmao. I was gonna get my name, but that's stupid..so yeah.

my third one is gonna be a heart or something by my lung...prolly my left side and it's gonna have my mother's name on it because she's the air that I breath. Or I might get something inside the heart that symbolizes her instead of getting her name.

and my fourth one is gonna be the infinity sign..ha.
Me, Kaley, and Alex said that when we turn eighteen we were gonna all get the same or similar tattoos to symbolize our freindship. And yesterday Alex came up with the bright idea of infinity sign tattoos...at first I said I was gonna get our initials[[PAK]] inside of the sign but now that I think back on it..I'll just get the sign and leave it at that. Maybe on my foot or ankle or something.
that's all I got so far, I might think of more and if I do..I'll try to write a blog about it..but chyeah...let me know what you think of my ideas.

July 10, 2009
tat-tat-tatted up!!

I Hate You So Much Right Now.

2009-07-06T21:38:00.005-04:00

This is the mo-fo that really got me twisted.

Ugh, I just can't take it any longer!!

This remedial butt computer gets viruses and threats like every day.
My Fire Fox crashes every minute.
Watching videos takes for ever.
It says I have like, low virtual memory.
I open up things and they just close.
It even took like, five minutes to even click on
NEW POST
in order to like, post this blog post.

My computer is even slower than Don Cornelius at the BET Awards.

I'm just like, done with this.
I'm done with Personal Computers.
So that is why..ahem..
I Want To Get A Mac.

At first, yeah I was like,
"No no no. Never will I have a Mac. I've always been with a PC so it will stay like that.."
I mean, everything I know is on PC.
Everything I have been taught was by a PC.
I mean, my dad was like, thee definition of a business man, he stayed working in some
type of office since I was wee little.
And I would go into those offices all day..
My job at the Fire Department even involves me working in a office with clerical work.

But the Mac Computers just amaze me.
It seems like, it just came out of no where, like from space.
Like, no viruses??
No threats??
No spyware??
Everything to edit video and do all this stuff with??
Like, there's not even a CPU aka The Tower for the computer.
Haha..ish is just insane!

Get ready all you Mac users, cause yall getting a new member!!
WOOOOOO!!!!