&& This is Dedicated to You.

this blogspot is still over...but he asked me to post a blog about him and I was like...'okayy.'
uh...I might start the blogspot back up...like JUST Butta...but I don't know.
anyway, here is the poem.
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Hold Me

Hold me like you love me, and never let go.
Hold me like you care, and want everybody to know.
Hold me like it's forever, when it's only a couple of hours.
Hold me like I'm yours, and what y'all have is ours.
Hold me like I'm your last breath, and you don't want to die.
Hold me so tight that it almost makes me cry.
Hold me like I'm your most prized possession that you don't want to lose.
But you gotta hold me gently, I don't want to bruise.
Hold me like a flower that you've watched grow.
Hold me like you love me, and don't EVER let go.

goodbye for now...

uh.
sooo this blogspot is kinda OVER at the moment.
I'm kinda tired of basically running this on my own and Alex just isn't writing blogs, so I quit.

maybe we'll come back, maybe we won't.

sorry for those of you who stuck around.

Adios.

March 2, 2010
...until we meet again.

You've Change pt. 2

You've Changed pt. 2

You've changed,
I can see it in the way you walk, the way you talk.
You've changed,
I mean, I can deal but I really want to reconcile.
You've changed,
I said it before and I'll say it again.
You've changed,
What ever happened to us?
We've changed,
but I'm still trying to stay the same.
We've changed,
I bet it's this whole "high school thing"
We've changed,
I really miss the olden days.
We've changed,
I can't even imagine my life without you now.
We've changed,
And I know I act like I don't care, but
We've changed,
I know you feel it too because I feel it on my gut.
We've changed,
You've let me down and I know I let you down too.
We've changed,
Changed so much that it's not even cool.
We've changed,
Let's rewind and press play.
We've changed,
Welp, that's all I have to say

January 20, 2009
the change.

yeah...I can stomp the yard...lmao.

I think I told you guys that I was taking Dance 1.
now when I signed up for the class is was ONLY for I can get my Art credit without having to draw or sing or anything.
I was expecting that we'd have to put on a concert thing and I wasn't thrilled when I found out.

but yeah...we learned all of these dance techniques and junk.
As the date of the concert came closer, the teacher started giving us choreography for the concert dances and making us make up our own dance too.
eh.

I was in a group with these girls named Sameria, Kianna, and Alizah...ha.
Kianna is my little hater...that hater. >:|

but yeah...I tried to upload the video of our dance...but it was acting funny.
and my sister sucks at recording.

Then we made a dance to Thriller...oh how I dreaded doing this dance...lmao.
we kept learning stuff all the way up to a couple of days before the concert...ugh.

but yeah.
here is the video, feel free to comment about it...I noticed how un-enthused I was...lmao.
and again I say...my sister is kinda bad at recording things so the video is kinda choppy.

P.S. I have on liquid leggings. ha. and the shirt with white on it.

ugh.
quick story about that.
we had several costume changes and when I went downstairs to take off my group's shirt, glove, and hat...I forgot to pick up my Thriller shirt.
mind you, our dance was RIGHT before the Thriller dance...and when I noticed that I forgot my Thriller shirt, I quickly ran all the way downstairs and picked up my Thriller shirt and had to put it on....with the holes in it and all...very quickly...ugh. That's why my shirt is showing the white...it was supposed to be inside-out...to be all black, but when I rushed to put it on...I put it on the right way..grr.

Video:

January 4, 2009
when I move you move..

Christmas and Thanksgiving Pictures.

I know this is like...way over due...but they pictures are finally being shown to the outside world.
lmao.
please enjoy...and feel free to secretly make fun of my family...I do it ALL.THE.TIME!

Thanksgiving First...for obvious reasons.


in this picture there is Don, Vonnie, Inika, Grandpa, Uncle Hank, Mama, Tony, Auntie Dianne, Vell, and ME! [[from left to right]]


In this picture is ME!, my mama, and Inika.
[[I was getting boogers out of Tyaza's nose, she was sick]]


In this picture is everyone from the last, minus Tony's big belly.


In this picture is ME!, my mama, and a sleeping Tyaza.
[[I always kiss her when she's sleep...that's when she's sweetest...lmao.]]

Then came Christmas!

So...remember when I told you guys about my Christmas outfit??
well my inspiration came from:


Malia Obama...when I saw this outfit I was like...imma rock that...lmao.
But I added my own little flair


December 23, 2009; She was being a business women...lmao.


Her picture with Santa at my mom's job.


My picture with Santa at my mom's job..


He kept asking me questions and ish...I wanted to get up!


My mom's picture with Santa at her job. She was saying 'ho, ho, ho.'


December 24, 2009; we had to open presents early; I love this picture of me!


Tyaza's doll...it sings.


My Christmas outfit...yes the tights are suppose to be a different color than the shirt.


My mama loved it...she just kept taking pictures.


The full length of it...and Tyaza.


I was looking at Armoni...ha.


Armoni's bike...she wanted me to get off of it.


Top: Vonnie, LaDora, Iesha, and ME!
Bottom: Tasha, Inika, Star


Some girl, Vonnia, LaDora, Auntie Dianne, Tomonica [[not my sister]], my mama, Tyaza, Inika, ME!, and Star.


Uncle Hank, Auntie Dianne, LaDora, my mama, ME!, Iesha, Star, and Tasha.


Vonnie, Auntie Dianna, my mama, and ME!


Everyone...not really everyone but the bulk of them...and I will NOT name them all.
lol.
blah.

January 4, 2009
my happiness is short-lived..ha.