Friday, November 27, 2009

Holiday Cheer..










sooo....I was planning on writing a blog around Halloween...about Halloween.

but I got lazy so I said I was gonna it during early November...but then I got lazy and I kept procrastinating.

so I just decided to write about Halloween, Thanksgiving, and some Christmas all in one blog.

killing two ants with one magnifying glass.


HALLOWEEN
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for Halloween I thought I was just gonna sit in the house and chill...maybe pass out a little candy but mostly chill.

earlier that month Kaley and Alex asked if we could all go to Scarowinds and being that my mama always broke..lmao. I said no because I knew I wouldn't have the money.

but like a couple of days before Halloween I texted Kaley asking if we were still going and she said yeah but Alex said she isn't coming because she has no money and I was like well...let me ask my mama for the money and my mom said she aint have the money...so I tell Kaley that and I was like 'but let me ask my sister' and my sister said she aint have the money.

URG.

so I break the news to Kaley and she was like well if my mom pays for you...could your mom pay her back.
And of course I said yeah...duh.


but yeah...we go to Scarowinds...it's Kaley, me, her brother, and these three church boys.


And the whole ride they sung...off key and loud.
oh my gosh.

but it was funny hearing them sing all the songs [[I forget which ones]]
and it rained the whole ride there..hard and soft.
eh..I brought my umberella because I had just got a perm. ha.


so we get to Scarowinds and get it...we saw a lot of people from our school because mostly everyone went on Halloween...pre-planned...eh.


one of the walk-throughs, 'The Assylum', we went through with some dudes from our school...haha.
You would think since it's just me and Kaley, two girls, WE would be scared shxt-less...nooooo....the boys were screaming and grabbing and stopping all throughout the walk-through.

but it was fun.


Even though it rain almost the whole time...I had fun.

my niece was a Pumpkin Pie...there is a difference between a Pumpkin costume and a Pumpkin Pie costume, believe me.





THANKSGIVING
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so every year for Christmas and Thanksgiving we go down to my aunt's house in South Carolina.
I think it's because her house is that biggest [[we live in an apartment and my cousin lives in a small house]] but yeah, we go down there the night before and my mom tries to stay for months. =/
my aunt cooks...she doesn't let my mom cook...I don't know why. but it's cool.
I usually make some type of cake but I didn't this Thanksgiving.

my cousin Tasha always makes Banana Pudding [[with the cookies and ish]] and this year she made a homemade Oreo Chocolate cake...with homemade icing, but I was too full to taste it.

my aunt made sweet potato pie and sweet potato custard...something like that.

didn't eat it.
mmm...the food was to die for.
omg.
there was SO much...and my plan was to not eat all day for when it was time to eat, I could EAT!
but that plan didn't work.
when it was time to eat...I ate the same amount I always eat...and I was forcing myself.

ugh.
I hated it...I be wanting to eat like three plates PLUS desert but it never works.


I would name all of the food...but I don't want to type it all up.


my uncle gave me a speech on the date rape drug before dinner. FAIL.
and my cousin Tony said the prayer or whatever...he took forever and people kept interrupting him saying 'amen' because he was taking long pauses. FAIL.
we also picked names for Christmas presents and I got a relatively easy name...but I'll never tell.
but the food was delish...mm.
then after I went with my sister and her boyfriend because they were coming back to Salisbury and I wanted to come home...I don't think my sister wanted to take me...but she did.

eh.
we went to her boyfriend's family's house and they were all drunk...well most of them..and they had stinky food and they barbecued ribs...WTF!?

ugh. next.

I got home and just stayed by myself.
whatev.

I'm not a people person and I hate that my mom tries to make me into one.

we took pictures also...but not on my camera.
when my cousin and mother upload them I'll put the pictures up.


CHRISTMAS
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ayyy...the beloved holiday.
again we'll be going down to South Carolina...I was supposed to California to spend my first Christmas in a long time with the other side of my family...but that isn't happening anymore.

this year I decided to do something a little different.
usually for Christmas I don't get dressed..I either leave on my pajamas or I just throw on a t-shirt and jeans and my hair is usually undone...lmao.
so this year I put together a Christmas outfit.
I'm not gonna show you guys until Christmas comes itself so nobody can jock it.
I've already showed Alex and she loves it.
I've already got my shoes and I love love love them...even though they aren't what I had planned my outfit with before, but for the most part they look the same as the original ones AND they were WAYYYY cheaper. DEAL.

I don't really want anything for Christmas.
eh...I'm not all for presents anymore.
but my mom did but my aunt this camera and I want that shxt...but she says no.
but maybe if she sees that my camera screen is messing up a little bit, she'll get me one. It was cheap for the most part...and it's 12.2 megapixals.
but next year for Christmas I want one of those really expensive big cameras...so I'll probably just have to wait.
urg.

November 27, 2009
Happy Holidays to all and to all a goodnight.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Quit That Knockin...











If there is one thing that I don't like about Thanksgiving..

It's the family part.

Now don't get me wrong, i love love love my fam.
But just..ugh.
My immediate family is all for Obama but for the rest of my country bumpkin a$$ family,
they for McCain..or was..still..whatever..
So they bring that up every get together.
Then they talk about money issuess..
Then my sister gets grumpy.
My mama gets loud..so does my grandma.
My uncle starts to whine.
My older family gets confused with what's going on.
My great aunt..which doesn't even act like an aunt to me..has a snobby attitude.
My little cousins don't care..lol..
**shrugs shoulders**
But it's cool though..

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And if i never had a pet peeve, this one i'm bout to tell yall really gets to me and it happened just a few minutes ago..
Okay so this dude came over my house last night at like eight something..
STRIKE ONE.
asking if he could put some music on this ipod someone let him borrow and i told him no and i kept telling him that..
but then i was just like man whatever come over tomorrow and i'll do it and he was like cool..
NOTE:: he said he would call me at four and see what i was up to..
So now it's today..
and it's passed four and no call..
i'm back at home from my Grandma's since like..6:30.
And it's raining and thundering and ish and i'm by myself..
So i hear knocks on my front door..
So i'm like..
"OOOHHHH SHXTTTT.."
I aint answering that bull..so i go hide in my bathroom until the knocking stops..lol..
Now for me, proper door knocking etiquette is to give two sets of knocks..three if you really desperate or it's something important and then you leave..you go home..
But nooooo..not this person..
[[Which i think is the dude who wanted his ipod updated but i didn't really wanna update it for him so i didn't wanna answer the door..]]
But he keeps knocking and keeps knocking and keeps knocking..
Yeah my car is out front but that don't mean i'm here though!!
I swear he was like knocking for a good five minutes..
Like who does that?!
Who stands outside, in the rain, in the cold, knocking..for five minutesss..smh
I'm sitting on my tiolet thinking like,
"Dxmn ma dude..aint nobody here..it's Thanksgiving..bxtch bye.."

Ughh..and this dude just came back!!
And he called my name..wtf??
and i took my booty right back into that bathroom..haha..

Anyways..so yeahh..i'm bout to go lay down and ignore him some more..

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

HI HATER!!











Okay okay okay.
Before anyone jumps on my case on where I have been..
I have good reasons...kinda..

One..I have been diagnosed with BFQT..
[[Boy Friend Quality Time..]]
=D
Two..I have actually been having a lot of doctors visits..

OVER SOME BULL ISHH!!

Read if you will..
I'm suppose to be taking this new acne medicine that is like on some serious stuff..
You can't be pregnant while taking this medicine cause it causes birth defects..
Some of the symptoms are dry lips, dry skin, depression, suicide thoughts..crazy stuff..
So i have to get blood tests like every month..so i went for my second blood test and the results come back
saying that my liver levels were high or something..
And go back a few days..i have been sick and my booski bought me some Nyquil..

Now i'm over here treating Nyquil like it's regular cough syrup..
Chugging mili liters like it's nothing..lol..
But I guess that aint right or whatever..
So yeahh..i can't take the medicine until everything with my body is okay..
So while I'm at the doctor's to discuss my liver issue..
I get ANOTHER blood test..i've had three blood tests in three days..ughh..
I also got a tetanus shot, flu shot, and the Gardisil shot for HPV disease..
My left arm is still dumb numb..
And oh, my sickness??
It's either i have Hepatitis A..Mono..or just something viral..=/

Enough about that..

PSA :: I HAVE HATERS.

Haha..two of them..that i know of.

My first one is this under class bish at my school who is like a madd stalker to my boyfriend..
She use to write him letters and have people give them to him and she just stares at him..like..idk..
They call her Big Green..or use to..I don't even gotta describe her..her little nick name say it all..

And now at school, she be seeing me and him hugged up or walking together or cup caking together..
I remember one day i was walking back from lunch and she was behind me with the rest of her friends and she was just steady talking bout ya girl!!
And then another day she was in front him and she turned around, turned back to her friends and was like,
"..He go with that white girl..."
and my baby was like,
"..Don't turn back around here, big gorilla looking self.."
and she was like,
"..Who you talking to?!?"
and he was like,
"YOU!!"
Lol..idk..i wasn't really there but he said that happened..
And everytime I'm with him, she either looking or if she feeling ballsy, she saying something..
UNDER HER BREATH.
Haha..ahhh..

On to the next one..
This girl..another big ugly..
does my boyfriend hair..
Cool cool or whatever..i've seen her before and i just thought nothing of it..
Then just last night, he talking to some boy on the phone and he talking about the girl who does his hair and the girl who is a stalker..
All them connect in some kind of way..too complicated..but anyways..
The girl who does his hair is saying stuff like she don't just be going over his house to do his hair...
and also she wanna fight the stalker cause the stalker called her a bxtch or something like that..
and then the hair do-er talked about me to the boy my bay was talking to, saying something about me being white..
Wow..good one..SMH..

Haha..it's funny to me though..
It got me thinking to that Katt Williams joint where he was like..
"..If you aint got a hater now..you need to hit about 37 by the summer time.."
Lol..that was all types of wrong..but yall probably know what i'm talking about..

I THINK i'm back to blogging..idk..i hope so..i missed yall..

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"Where the haters at..all the hatin cats..yeah look in the mirror and hate on that.." -Maino.

Monday, November 9, 2009

106 & Park Concert




Last month Kaley, Alex, me, and this girl named Kierra went to this concert.
of course we initially only went for Trey Songz because he has stolen my heart..lmao.
but he wasn't the only one there.
Day 26, Mario, Icebloc, RydazNRtist [[WHO THE FXCK]], Sean Garrett...and I think some others were also there.

now first...we get there at like five or something because the doors are supposed to open at seven and we didn't want to be at the back of the line since it was FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE for the standing distance or whatever [[it was at a club]]

and like...we standing in like...my hair look a mess because I call my self trying something new, my feet are cold because I wore sandals, my back and stomach is hurting, I'm annoyed just because I hate people...lmao.
it's raining intermediately [[off and on]] and it's annoying.

they didn't open up the doors at seven...more like eight.
we got good standing positions but it's two big as* girls in the front and I'm short so I couldn't really see over them.

but yeah...some groups come out...the sound systems wasn't working, then Icebloc comes out


sexy as all out doors...but their mouth was so dern ugly. When their music started messing up they were cursing up a storm...mostly the one in the black though. I just smiled the whole time they were on stage...LOVE STRUCK.

This one group came out. It might have been the 'r' one...they sucked tail...lip singed the whole time...and it was sooo noticeable...ugh..just eff them.
this guy game out...and his music messed up so he just kept saying 'baby' in a sing sonG voice...acting like he could sing. BXTCH.

Sean Garrett came on stage and since I don't really pay attention to him I aint really care for him.

I though I wasn't going to like Day 26's performance but I actually loved it to death. Especially Willie and Que.










they did really well and I was drooling over Willie and Que like...all night..ahh...UNBELIEVABLE SEX.
I have more pictures but that'll be wayy to much to post upon here...lmao.

Mario came on and at first I was feeling it you know...into it..singing and everything.
but then he stayed on for like twenty seven hours and I was waiting for Trey Songz so I got pissed and booed Mario.
lmao.
but he did do good and his back up dancer were good.



now the grand finale.
Trey mother fxcking Songz!
oh my fricken gosh...I've seen him in concert before but not this close...ahh.
he looked so fricken good...he sounded so fricken good...I WOULD have done him right there on the stage..but I have more respect than that.
woo.

but Kaley got sick in his performance and me being the good friend that I am...I went with her to the bathroom and I missed some of his performance...but I didn't really care because I could always see him again.
mmm. BREATH TAKING.







my pictures kinda suck...but at least I got some.
and if my camera was going dead I would have got a lot more.



all in all the concert was good...great...I just wish we would have had seats because all the people from the back kept pushing up so we were super crowded in the front.
it was super hot also.
ugh.

maybe next concert.


November 9, 2009
I can scream for you ALL night.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Torn



Torn

I'm torn between you and doing what's right
I'm torn between the present and the mischief of that night
I'm torn between us and what used to be
I'm torn between holding on with my heart on my sleeve
I'm tired of smiling for everyone and suppressing my cries
I'm torn between the truth and what I think are lies
I'm torn between my heart and just letting go
I'm torn between my feelings, but I can't let them show
I though we were doing good and now I see I was so wrong
Heck, I had JUST picked out OUR song
I would tell you guys the story but I don't want to get into that
But I will tell you guys I was acting like a brat...kinda
I'm torn between being hopeful and the reality that I know is yet to come
So I guess I'm just torn, torn in between the two
But this still doesn't let me know anything about you.



November 7, 2009
still staying in heartbreak hotel...

Sunday, November 1, 2009



I will be posting a load of stuff either tomorrow [[depending on how much homework I have...and how lazy I'm being]] or later on this week.

I have a story about Halloween...and maybe pictures.
and I have a video that I'm sure you guys will love...but I have to learn how to convert it so I can upload it.
urg.
but yes...stay tuned..ha.


November 1, 2009
Time goes back...I write more blogs...psshh.